what do I want? why do I want it? what's in store for the future? think... because everything is a popularity contest. You have to answer the right way... so no one gets hurt. You have to answer the right way... so everyone thinks you are a good person. You have to answer the right way... because after all... You're a leader in the military and ( Read more... )

anyway... so I did not fail. Miracle of GOD... not really, my teachers think I can bring up my grades... I wish I could affirm their faith in me, but I am an idiot. You know I remember being little and thinking: just survive til middle school, you'll be happy. Just wait til high school, you'll be happy. Just wait until college, you'll be happy. I ( Read more... )

"He was finding it hard at the moment to decide whether he wanted to be with people or not. Whenever he was in company he wanted to get away, and whenever he was alone he wanted company." Harry Potter OoTP

found out I got another 47. on the physics test. So I have two F's. No more socializing for lauren. I'll study once the shock as worn off.

sorry nothing terribly cool or flashy in this post. Just an update because I know I have dropped off the face of the earth as far as BBS', AIM, and email goes. Where to begin... The actual updated information I guess ( Read more... )

Many updates after the physics test wednesday... might hold off until this friday when everyone leaves. for now... heres a big surprise *rolls eyes*

You are a
Social Liberal
(66% permissive)

and an...
Economic Conservative
(66% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Libertarian

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The key to understanding women is in The Joy Luck Club ( Read more... )

too busy to make a real post... STUPID CALCULUS III PAPER - DIE I SAY DIE!- (btw what math teacher assigns an essay ( Read more... )

Weekend Summary: I stode a lot of gaurd duty and hung out with John and Laura way too much ( Read more... )

So Now we are getting into the swing of things. Something to take up every part of my day. The brief tonight was kind of odd. It was with the fellows that helped end the My Lai Massacre. Helicopter pilots who stopped and threatened to kill their own troops to stop the killing of potential enemies. I am still digesting all they said. I love ethics ( Read more... )

Ok so I had my first two classes... three more to go! Calc III is crazy. My Prof has more nose hair than any person on the planet! It tickles his lip when he talks and I wonder "how does the man eat?" I saw a wedding band on his hand and I was like "who would kiss anywhere near that that dead rodent crawling out of his nose?" But he is a crazy old ( Read more... )