Its so funny whenever I get on aim. All these windows pop up with questions about how I am doing and what's going on in so and so's life. I know as friends, people are just being friendly... but it is still odd. You see how you've changed and others have changed and you wonder: what was the past? Maybe its because I am history major that I have ( Read more... )

there is something wrong with me. Good things are happening and all I can do is focus on you. You the person I like only out of curousity... you the person who I shouldn't even bother loving since you dont love yourself... you the person who steals joy from my world because you're a selfish cunt. I say things like maybe I just like being miserable ( Read more... )

I had a dream about cheating on john today. I dont think I would. I would like to think I wouldnt. But in the dream it seemed like something I would do. I guess it doesnt help that he blew me off to go shoe shopping today with matticus when I told him today was the last day I was going to be able to see him until next saturday ( Read more... )

So i just want a little peace and quiet. I want to turn on my christmas lights and turn on some manson and just lay down and chill out. alas. no ( Read more... )

1. Where are you living now and (if you've recently moved there) what brought you there ( Read more... )

its 4:23 and its pitch dark outside... more over, pitch gray. It looks like we pissed off the rain gods from hell or something. All the trees are dying so fast. I look out my window and I see a storm of both rain and golden leaves. The rain just hits the windows and leaves blow about so wildly.... so free. This week I have been having some serious ( Read more... )

could be writing the paper. could be shining the shoes. could be sleeping (lord knows I need it after reading a 27 chapter fan fic last night until 2am and talking to harry). could be doing physics. could be writing another paper. could be studying for a test. could be doing some christmas shopping. could be paying my bills ( Read more... )

welcome to upside down land ( Read more... )

so my great grandmother died last night ( Read more... )

I ran a marathon yesterday ( Read more... )