The promised letters
Authors :
creamy_amande/
gaillen Pairing : RyoDa
Genre: fluff, crack, romance
Three days out of the week Ryo is commuting between Osaka and Tokyo. Ueda gets lonely those nights away from his lover.
Summary : Ryo and Ueda have been going for quite some time now. Years to be precise. They had it tough for a while, because of different groups, different friends, and different...temper. Last year they were always together, even with Nishikido's usual tight schedules with his two groups. But from the moment Tatsuya's been more active, with a solo concert and a play, they don't see each other as often as they could.
So they found a way to express their love, through letters, phone-mails and texts, passed onto each other, via secret places.
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♥ Nishikido is a cuddling pillow, a teddy bear. He wants his hime in his arms but he's in Osaka right now, filming with Eito. But since he's not on camera often and has barely screen time, he takes this as an opprtunity to write to his lover, the one and only Ueda Tatsuya. He's lucky today, Hina's back is facing him and hides his hands that are pianoting on his cellphone. Second lucky item, his hat covers most of his face. And Tacchon, seated on his left side, watches him and mocks him a little. But Ryo glares at him, a look that says "laugh at me once more and your love problems won't be resolved thanx to MY hime". That's when Yasu winks Kanjani's drummer and makes Tacchon loses all his revenge thoughts. ♥
Hime,
You say I can cuddle to my plushie and you have nothing. You can maybe rest in your hubby, the one Kamenashi gave you. It's not cuddling but somehow it's something. Think of it as me embracing you.
I have a big teddy bear, offered to me by a friend for X-Mas 2 or 3 years ago to cuddle up to. Though summer is coming, I don't sleep with it. I only want to breathe, not being hot and sweaty at night, cause it always makes me feel heavy and amorphous and I end up not waking up and either getting late to work or not getting there at all. Not good at all right?
I'm sorry I made you sad about my rant on my nikki. I think I just needed to say it and I'm sorry for making you feel you couldn't do anything. Just knowing you were thinking of me is good already. I know I'm loved, and that's all that matters; althought yes I need to piss off at someone, whenever I feel angsty; that one time I was. I love you for worrying.
Oh and thank you for the hot tea advice! Although I didn't use it in its whole, I drank hot milk with honey in it for my sore throat. I don't think I'll drink some every day and all, cause with this work my throat gets sore almost everyday, but I'll try. I need to buy milk supplies.
AH~h I haven't paid my rent yet. It's not that I don't have the money, of course I have; but I have not been able to drop by to my old pad for a long time since I'm always at yours lately, and somehow I don't want to pay for a place I'm barely living in. But thinking like that is not good. I'm an idol for godsake, it's shameful. I'll try and drop by the bank later and go and see the realtor and pay that monthly rent.
Hey, I wanted to tell you, Yasu's been good to me these past days. He keeps telling me he wants to have a meal with you, because he still have love problems, and he's not sure he can get away from both crushes, due to our group's schedule recently. And the tour. And he considers you a sempai, in love matters. I don't really know if that means something, but please have a meal with him someday? He's a good kid.
He's thanking you for the advice from before though he didn't follow it. After we have some free time maybe he could take days off and think about it.
For now, Subaru and Okura are having ridiculous fights over Yasu, trying to get his attention the most. But when Tacchon has to go to Tokyo for some other work, including being our special messenger, Subaru wins the spot. That's probably one of the reasons Okura hates to go to Tokyo; but hey he can't help it!
I'm not the one sending him there! I use his commute for the letter, nothing more!
But anyway, this letter is for you and me, and my band mates have already intruded our ways of love enough.
I'm eating a bento right now, it's so full of shrimps, I like it. It's pretty simple though, just with rice and potato salada. Along with green tea, you know me. I'm waiting for the manager to call us back for the afternoon, cause this morning we went on to film Can!Jani, but I wasn't in the pair chosen to go on food-search mode, so I was just filming in the studio. I was pretty much asleep the whole time! So later today we will start filming Janiben, a special episode. Can't wait for it, I always have fun! Though usually I sit in the background and talk only when needed.
I passed an eco store today on my way there, they sell stuff like eco bags and accessories to customize your phone with straps made of recycled materials. But I was "what's the point of making recycled accessories? It's not eco at all!" It's all for the eco-fashion I think, it's the new trend. I hope in the future people are more focused in caring for the environment. Our mother earth is doomed otherwise.
Hey I need to go to the toilet for now. I'll come back writing later.
Thank you for saying you're proud. Sometimes when I work, I forget that it's for you I'm doing this, to make you proud of me so, thank you again. I LOVE YOU
Work is okay for now my love.
My email is shorter than the last time but I'm off to work now. I wanted to email you longer but I can't for now. Maybe I'll try and email you another one later okay? I wanted to at least send you one, as you missed those.
Love you, your monkey
♥ Bip bip bip is heard and Ueda has to fish out his cellphone. Jin gives him the "Tat-chan, what the hell we're filming!" in a tsssk way, almost bursting out loud when Kame smacks Ueda's head. ALl while laughing of course. But the producer isn't that happy about it. Ueda has to bow and apologize 3 times before they go back to filming.
During the cartoon KAT-TUN's break though, he manages to go in a secluded corner and read the mail Ryo sent him. Maru passes by him and smirks. "Maru smirking is creepy on you" Ueda said while smirking himself.
He began typing once he pushed the reply button. This was gonna be a long mail typed on a mobile for sure! ♥
My love,
My hubby just isn't enough to cuddle. I'd much rather have you but I can't. Not now. So I will deal.
I have a giant bear too but he just sits on the floor near my door. I never mess with him and I've been wanting to donate him to a child's place because I never play with him but I haven't had time too. I do have my darling little stuffed rabbit doll. I can't sleep without her at all and I always cuddle up against her. I'm afraid I'd end up cuddling up against you to when I sleep at night when you come home.
And you don't like to be hot and sweaty? That might be a problem wouldn't it?
It just made me sad that you were upset about something but I couldn't comfort you. And you can rant all you want but don't be surprised if I jump at you going: "Are you okay? What's wrong? Is there anything I can do to help?" Yes, you are loved! I love you so much and I'm always thinking of you. Always worrying.
The hot tea idea works a bit better than milk but I'm glad you are trying. Maybe you can heat up some of your green tea and make it hot. That would be really good for you! I hope you won't get in trouble with your pad's realtor for being late. I'm worried about that too but if you say you're going to be okay...I guess I have no choice but to believe you. I'm sure it'll all be alright anyways.
I went and saw the new Transformer's movie yesterday. It was awesome~! Poor Optimus Prime though. But it was very cool. Sadly today I must work. I want to sleep more.
I'm glad that Yasu's been doing well and is being good to you. Tell him that the next time he's up in Tokyo and I'm able to go to lunch with him, we'll go. We'll have to make a date. And I understand that it is probably more difficult for him because he's around them all the time. I mean they are band mates! It was easier with you and me because we rarely saw each other anyways. I hope it all works out for him in any case.
He might have to wait awhile...and it's always best if he turns down everything they do for now. Especially when Ohkura is unable to be around for parts of the time. He needs to stay as much away from them as his schedule allows. He shouldn't go out with either of them. For lunch, for dinner, anything! Tell him that.
I had some udon soup today for lunch. It was really good. I hope you have fun with your filming, even if it is just to sit in the studio and film. And there is nothing wrong with being quiet the whole time. After all I usually am.
I have no idea about the eco stuff. Maybe it's just to make people think it's eco friendly...like you said mostly fashion.
I hope in all that, that you are also working for yourself. I will still support you no matter what. I love you. And I am really proud of you for trying so hard.
My love...I miss you so much. I can't even describe how much I miss you. I'm trying to do other things except waiting on you to talk or something...because I know not doing anything is bad. I'm looking forward to this weekend though. We'll get to talk to each other and everything. I got your message on my phone today...but I was filming and unable to answer it. It made me sad. I'm sorry. I wish I could have talked to you.
Tomorrow I'll have to work as well but this weekend I'll have plenty of free time. I'm hoping to talk with you then. I think of you everyday and, admittedly, I've been feeling just a little depressed. Because I miss you so much and I love you so much. I wish I could see you...but luckily I got to hear you today and I'm sad that you didn't get to hear me. Maybe next time...we'll be able to talk.
I love you. I wonder how many times I've said it. I'll probably never get enough of saying it so I'll say it again. I love you. Anyways. I need to sleep now. It's 10:30pm as I'm finishing this letter and I must be up early tomorrow.
Good night monkey
Your Princess
PS. I'm happy with whatever you send me as an email. So long as it's from you, I always know that it's filled with love. I love you.
A/N : That's a husband,
, for the ones who don't know.
I know, I'm super-duper late! AGAIN. Gomen, gomen gomen! I'm too tired lately and can't get anything done. Then the laziness takes care of me and nothing can make me move.
Last update was 13 days ago = 1 day sooner than last time again. Lol I'm trying, very much, so sorry!
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Bye-bye-bicycle!