Title: Million Miles Away
Author:
ILoveSPsChuckPairing: Ryan Dunn/Jonne Aaron
Summery: When Jonnes world falls apart, will Ryan be enough for Jonne to make it thought it? High school fic,
Rating: pg
Chapter: 6/12
Notes: I finally got the story into my email, which means I can update at school... that translates to more updates and faster updates. The updates are getting longer, and I'm really sorry about the shortness of the last one.
Please comment.... pretty please
Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four Chapter Five Chapter Six
One thing, the Jonne soon learned, was that he was wrong. He spent a lot of the time trying to convince him that he wasn’t addicted. That he didn’t need the drug. He was wrong; it wasn’t three days after his talk with Bam that he was hunting down Riley and Gage. His need for the Chavez disappointed not only Jonne himself but Bam as well.
“I thought you said you could deal with it?” Bam said, he was sitting in Jonne’s room when he got home from the hospital, four days after Jonne swore he would get off the drugs.
“I- I can, I just needed something, Tommi was getting worst. I needed a way to erase the pain.” Jonne struggled to say.
“Bull shit. You are addicted. You are nothing but an addict. You and I both know that one of the things that Ryan hates most, is an addict.”
“Fuck you Brandon. You do not know shit about me, or what’s going on in my life. So until you have a clue what I am going through, fuck off.” Bam just smirked standing and facing Jonne, Jonne was slightly taller but Bam was easily more intimidating.
“So what, I don’t know what you are going through, but guess what, I sure as hell no how Ryan must be feeling. I’ve been there remember when you first moved here? Ryan was even worst then you are? I had to sit there and watch someone I love destroy themselves with the drugs. Exactly what you are doing now. You don’t realize it, but you are killing Ryan. You are doing nothing but hurting him and you are too caught up in your shit to realize it. So fuck you Jonne, Fuck you.” With that, Bam left leaving Jonne to sit in his thoughts.
Heading over to the computer, he started an IM conversation.
SparkleBunniBoi: Ville… I think I have a problem…
G0thicR0CKSTAR: Spark? What do you mean…??
SparkleBunniBoi: I’ve been, playing around with…… well drugs. I tried to say I wasn’t hooked, but I am. I don’t know what to do.
G0thicR0CKSTAR: Oh, sweetheart. From out here I don’t know what to do. Who all knows?
SparkleBunniBoi: I’m guessing a lot of people. Bam is the only one to say anything; it’s just, its Ryan I'm worried about
G0thicR0CKSTAR: He hates drugs doesn’t he? I mean after himself, then his one friend… one of the Brandon’s.
SparkleBunniBoi: Aha Novice… Novice was on Heroin, and I’m pretty sure it was coke Ryan was on.
G0thicR0CKSTAR: What are you on?
SparkleBunniBoi: Coke…
G0thicR0CKSTAR: Oh my god Sparkle, please tell me you are joking
SparkleBunniBoi: I wish I was… I really did
G0thicR0CKSTAR: Oh Sweetheart.
G0thicR0CKSTAR: Have you tried to give it up?
SparkleBunniBoi: Yeah, it didn’t really work. I’m going to try again…
G0thicR0CKSTAR: Sweetheart, I wish you luck and love. I have to go though Jonne Love you lots.
SparkleBunniBoi: Love you too Ville, talk to you later
-G0thicR0CKSTAR has signed off-
Signing off, Jonne climbed into bed. He had to get off the stuff. He knew it; Ryan deserved it, after everything Ryan and did for him. It was the very least he deserved.