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[rzbryicet]

sooo, i'm wasting time at school right now, this will probably be a regular occurance cause i have 2 1/2 hours to kill btwn lecture and lab, and it's pointless to drive home and waste gas to sit on the couch for 45 mins. It's kind of good tho, because i have time to take care of shit if i need to. Like today i was able to call my dentist and

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[hahadumbass]

Argh, the dentist! I hate having to go. Hopefully you can check in to get worked on. The sooner the better! Ever have a root canal done ? Ouch! =T

[rzbryicet]

i know! i hope that's not what it is, the last time i was there tho they mentioned that one of the back ones might need one soon...i guess i'll find out on thursday, pray for me :)

[jester5]

dentists...yuck, you know what i think about them...i hope they give you some drugs...mouth pain is the worst, its not like you can sit a certain way to make it go away.

i know lots of people with some form of ocd...i agree the therapy is less than thrilling but the meds really work!

best of luck! =D

[rzbryicet]

thanks :) yeah they ended up calling in a prescription for me, thank god, it'll tide me over till thursday.

My friends dad has OCD really bad, i've witnessed first hand his outlashes if theres crumbs on the counter or in the sink. It's so bad that it's literally made her whole family revolve around the disorder. i mean mines not that bad but it defineatly effecting me
thanks again

[undefined_lust]

>>but i just feel stupid saying, Hi, my names alyssa, and i'm a obsessive compulsive, anti-social, probably manic depressive weirdo who doens't want to go through therapy, just give me a pill to swallow myself away.

if it makes you feel any better... Hi, I'm cliff, I am a long term chronic treatment resistant depression sufferer with panic disorder with agoraphobic features..

seriously, if you ever need answers to mental health crap let me know.. I mod a community on it, and I am married to a psychiatric NP..

or add my other journal if you want to read about how someone gets through it..

Call the docs.. let them decide what you have.. it works better that way :)

[lacrimation]

heh
hi i'm maggie.
i have have major depressive, disorder social anxiety disorder, and perosnailty disorders.....
well thats what it was last time i checked.
lol.
you gotta have pills plus counseling. and conseling sucks but once you find a good conselor it rocks. i go to catholic charities. they have chapters all over the country. they are CHEAP!!! and they're not all religous like the name implies. and i have found MANY a good conselor there. check'em out. they have websites and stuff too.

[rzbryicet]

i'm surprised they're not all "you have to find god, all psycotics go to hell..."
i'll look into it tho, the money thing isn't really an issue, fortunatly my boss pays for my health insurance, so i just have to go to one that's in my plan. My other boss gave me the name of the one she goes too, and supposedly he's really nice, and is liberal with the prescription writing.
i went to therapy once before when i was younger, i hated it, but im sure it was just because i was forced to go, plus it was with this like 90 year old woman, it was kind of hard to open up :T
it's like, i know why i am the way i am, i've reflected on my childhood and my parents, and my present situations, so i'm not surprised why i'm anxious all the time and have complexes, so i don't feel like going through it all again with some shrink, just give me the goods yo, hehehe

[lacrimation]

oh and thye can't call in percocets cos its a cII.
sorry /pharmacy tech.

[rzbryicet]

ha. yeah they gave me vic's, they gave me 15 but only 5 mg ones, those were gone in like a day. but it was cool, plus my teeth didn't hurt :)