im moving to east lansing bitches!

i think im more down than i have been in a long time. i just relized that alot of my friends and i have compleatly diffrent interests to the point where our friendship is seriously going to suffer or just melt away. it hurts it hurts alot. and right now theres just to much on my mind i havnt felt this unsafe in a while ( Read more... )

Im fucking sick of people its wearing me thin. my whole life is starting to feel like a dream where im never realy awake. I feel empty, and just abit lost. but lost in a crowd. so many things are going on around me and i end up hiding, getting drunk so i dont have to feel. or im just standing still in this swarm where people are talking talking ( Read more... )

I have to make a choice and i dont know if its a choice i want to make. im so torn in two its making my heart hurt.

aliza and johnny came to visit me liza got shwasted and made a compleate ass of herself at necto it was awsome!!!!

so here at am at work from 11am to 11pm after a jamming all night. i am fucked i dont know why i fail at sleeping but i do. lame lame lame. so im cleaning this hookah and the tray was stuck so i pull harder and the tray flys off coveing me and my black clothing all over my face and chest in about a cup of hookah ash. My boss is still laughing at me ( Read more... )

Oh dear im totaly smitten. im not sure if this is bad or good.

so in a strange train of events, i have a boyfriend now. We will see how this goes I am a notoriously bad girlfriend. but i do realy like him. those of you who go to necto know him (scott ( Read more... )

"Both Hands" ani difranco ( Read more... )

boys, work, school, boys, drinking on porches, work. thats life ( Read more... )

im coming home this weekend!!! fuck yeeah.