so. an update on my life. i'm still in debt. i owe my dad like 200 (i'm about done with that), i have to pay my fone bill for this and last month (a total of 170) and then 65 a week for insurance. roughly. my car is still kickin an ass. although i do wish i had some money to buy it some good sound. and perhaps some bump in the trunk ( Read more... )

i got arrested for smoking out my car. not driving, we were parked. so its not dui. me and jordan had to spend the night in jail. separate cells. i was with sum kid in a gang who got put up for 3 rocks found in his room. anyway, they made me take out the stud in my nose, so thats closed up. i got off with only a night in jail and the court fee of $ ( Read more... )

i got my nose pierced on the left side. its a stud for now, ill put a small hoop in it when i can.

in other news,  i just keep getting closer and closer to the end of my short life.

i wish i could sleep all day. its such a good feeling to just lay there and fall in and out of consciousness.

tonight, i have chosen to transiently exit this world with the help of two of my very dearest friends. allow me to introduce you. Audience, this is Boone's Farm and over here is Writing and Thinking. Writing and Thinking and Boone's Farm, this is my Audience ( Read more... )

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeird ( Read more... )

all this negative emotion flowing through my veins and drowning my eyes in their dark veil much like the starless night sky is getting me thinking. maybe life isnt all its built up to be. why live a life with nothing but shadows as your friends. sitting on a park bench i am joined by a stranger generous enough to share his two sense. he tells me to ( Read more... )

tonight was fabulous dahling, just FABULOUS. me and haley met up rite after work, and went to our friend zach's apartment. before we got there, he called to let me know that our little rendez-vous had been upgraded to a completely spontaneous kegger. so we got there and there were soooo many ppl there. i met a few and got reacquainted with a few, ( Read more... )

the sunday before the last: me and haley were going to meet her parents for lunch and i was going to drive us. we made the rite exit and took a rite onto park avenue. about 10minutes down we started to question whether or not we were traveling in the right direction. sure enough we called her dad and we were going the wrong way. and ontop of that, ( Read more... )

i am up to 100mg a day of zoloft now. today was my third consecutive day of taking that amount. i thought that yesterday i noticed a change in my attitude but then today i had the same amount and i didnt feel anything remotely better than how i felt prior to me taking zoloft. so idk, maybe i still have to wait for it to get all in my blood stream ( Read more... )