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[rzrblad_confuzd]

im so fuckin done trying. i don't get the point anymore. i got some news last night that just shattered everything for me. come to fing out someone that i didn't want to every know about for the rest of my entire life is getting out of jail soon. about a year and a half ago i went through one of the hardest times of my life and pressed charges

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[grey_cain_3]

I could never truly know, but I can do my very best to understand. I'm sorry I haven't been here for you. ::HUGS with every bit of love I have to give::

[rzrblad_confuzd]

hugs right back!!!

[bootifulzombie]

*holds ash in my arms* I'm sorry honey, I truely am. If there is ANYTHING I can do to help, please ask. I loveyou babydoll. xo0xo0xo0x

[rzrblad_confuzd]

thanks hun...this situation has been making me a nervous wreck..but it means alot knowing i have you. sending giant hugs back your way hun!!!
xoxoxoxoxox

[blade_addict]

Ashy... that sucks that he's getting out!!!! is there a protection order against him or anything? I LOVE YOU SWEETIE!! I know I haven't been online much but that's because I haven't been at home a lot...=( I'm sorry sweetie!

[rzrblad_confuzd]

yeah it sucks ass he's getting out. i have 2 choices as far as protection orders...i can choose to do nothing and risk him not knowing where i am sense i have moved and changed my last name...or i can put a restraining order on him but that gives him my name, address and all that info and risks him not caring about a stupid piece of paper. the whole situation just sucks!!! I LOVE YOU TO SWEETIE!!! its okay you haven't been on..i understand...if i had a choice i wouldn't be around much either. i miss you tho...so much!!!
love you tons..giant hugs