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[rzrblad_confuzd]

its been a while sense I updated...I know I seem to say that a lot. this might sound wierd but I have actually been to depressed to even write out my feelings and thoughts about being depressed. well things haven't gotten any better in life, how can they when I'm living where I am. you'd think someone would learn to not hurt someone after seeing

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[blade_addict]

ashley.. i just sit here and read you entry and I cry =( I wish I could just take you out of your situation!! I really do! you'ree such an amazing person and you haven't been able to be that person because of your asshole of a husband. I wish we still hung out everyday like old times... and talk on the phone for hours about everything. it sucks =( <3<3<3<3<3 I miss you so freaking much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[rzrblad_confuzd]

hey hun,
I miss you so fricken much to...I think of how our friendship SHOULD be, like chattin on the phone about anything and everything. going out and about together and just being the 2 goofy girls we're known to be. it seriously breaks my heart into a million pieces knowing it isn't like that. most days I feel as I'm dyin or the pain is just way to much...but I want you to know that even though we don't hang out like we use to, and talk on the phone...every word you've said I hold dear to me...and its one of the few things that makes me continue trying to get through each day when I'd much rather give up. I love you to death and beyond! your in my thoughts hun. <3 <3 <3