so im not doing a very good job on updating this thing. its just that the past few weeks have been horrible. between my health and just feeling really down, i have not been doing so well at all. so i went to that doctor appointment and it went totally different then i expected. i had to see the doctor assistant and she was extremly cool. she ( Read more... )

so yeah..its been a while sense i updated. this past week or so has sucked so bad. my headache is worst then ever and i honestly don't know if ill ever get relief. i have been in the emergency room once, 2 different urgent care's, and 2 different doctor offic's. what the fuck...it seems like none of them have taken me serious..because im so ( Read more... )

so im gonna do my best to write alot in here right now...im really nausous so ill do my best. so yeah the past few days have sucked!! sunday night i ended up in the emergency room for my damn headache. it was the worse night ever...spent freakin 6 hours in the waiting room and 3 hours in the bed...all that for a freakin shot and a prescription. ( Read more... )

so yeah its been a few days...im so sick with the flu right now...it bites!!! so i was supose to go to the doctor today but jerk off had to work and took the car...damn i just want my headache to go away!!! i swear i can't remmeber the last time my head didn't hurt. so yeah anyways i don't have much time...my husband will be home really soon but ( Read more... )

easter sunday was the worst i thought i would go ahead and be the bigger person between my parents and i and send them all a text message just telling them happy easter and that i love them...you know what i get for being nice...my mom sends this nasty ass text message being the biggest bitch ever...like always im the one left crying and they are ( Read more... )

ok i am gonna do my best to update this every day or just as much as possible. well last night sucked...i felt so sick. i hate migrains!!! they make me just wanna smash my head into a wall. i went to walmart and stole all these patches and creams hoping it would help but then i used way to much and spent the night throwing up in the bathroom. i ( Read more... )

yeah so like the last entry said..im back. i dunno...im not having a good day at all! i hate the days after getting high...comeing down sucks because im even more depressed then usual ( Read more... )

as you can see its been so long sense i posted on this thing...and boy has ALOT changed! well november of 04 i got kicked out of my parents house and feel lost and confuzed i ended up where i am today. im got married (not by choice) and let me tell you this...the married life is definitly not what its cut out to be...well i guess just being with ( Read more... )

yeah...so i got my grades yesterday...one word...not good!
American Government- D 61%
Chemistry- D 68%
Computer Apps- A 90%
Pre Cal- C 77%
Economics- D 61%
English- F 54%
on top of that...i already have 54 absences
at this rate it won't be long till im kicked out of school...way to go ashley...im such a fuckin loser and a failure...god damn!

MOTHER FUCKIN A!!!!!!!