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Halloween
I had to work on Halloween, until 11pm, which pretty much sucked. But the day before Steve and I carved pumpkins. Then on Halloween day after I got off of work we pulled our bed into the living room and watched scary movies and ate pizza and chips and ice cream and homemade guacamole.. it turned out to be really fun. And it was pouring down rain ( Read more... ) -
Kicking my Ass
It seems like life is kicking my ass right now. Between work and home issues and missing my family and going crazy, I'm just overwhelmed. My job sucks... I'm scared all the time that whenever I go in, it's going to be me on the news at 7 for being robbed or killed... that's a happy thought huh? No.. Not really. Steve and I are kind of.. Eh. I ( Read more... ) -
Money Money Money
I really hate money. I hate how it defines you from other people, how if you have it, you're an awesome person, and if you don't, you're just a piece of shit bum. There's nothing we can do but let it determine our fates, because unfortunately, in the world today, you can't run from it.
Steve and I do ok with money. We pay our bills, we make rent ( Read more... ) -
Finally, an Update!
Are you shittin me? I haven't been on this thing in so long.. my last entry was about Steve and I's 1 month anniversary... hahahahaha... on the 6th of this month it was our 1 year anniversary.. We're engaged now. the ring is beautiful. We live alone in our 2 bedroom apartment.. my brother left, moved back home to live with my mom. There were ( Read more... ) -
Time Marches On
Well Steve and I just passed our 1 month anniversary. It's exciting. haha. I get to see my mom on Tuesday. I'm so fucking happy about that. I haven't seen her since the last day of July. She's going to be in Fresno for work and Steve, my brother, and I are going to drive down and see her. It's 181 miles, but that's so much closer than she is ( Read more... ) -
Sick
Grrr. I feel like shit. haha. I feel like I'm getting some sort of flu. It fits perfectly with the weather though. It's cold and dreary and rainy and perfect. I love it. I honestly wish that it would stay this way all the time.
Life is good. It feels nice to be able to say that. Thank you Steve. -
Beautiful Distraction
This is so tragically appropriate..
Angel
by: Sarah McLachlan
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for the break that would make it ok
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seep from my veins
let me be empty and weightless
and maybe i'll find ( Read more... ) -
Shock and Disbelief
Words cannot begin to describe how I feel right now. I just.. can't believe.. oh.. wow....
I just found out today.. that Jon commited suicide. I can't believe this.. I can't believe that he would do such a thing. This is so unlike him. I mean, I must admit... we weren't the closest of friends over the years.. but I still am so deeply affected ( Read more... )
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