so long sweet journal. i've grown out of you.

http://iceicebrittany.livejournal.com/

the last time i was high i had an epiphany:

what if dreams are just self-induced hallucinations?

for some reason this seemed really prolific at the time
so i thought i'd write it down.

wow i just want fucking normalcy.
eric started doing drugs again...

i just want someone i have common interests with
not common problems.

i can't believe it.

after last night i just wanna go back to oneonta.

1 month 2 days clean.
i went out with eric tonight
sooo cute<3
my parents love him.

i like the way things are.
everything is at a happy medium.

i hope the rest of break goes just as well.

EPMacDonald (6:32:36 PM): don't make me start sending you poems
britterneener (6:32:39 PM): im gonna write u a poem
britterneener (6:32:45 PM): about my love for you
EPMacDonald (6:32:47 PM): aww yaybritterneener (6:32:57 PM): emily emily lives in the city
britterneener (6:33:06 PM): her legs are short but her face is pretty
britterneener (6:33:32 PM): ( Read more... )

Nobody cracks me up like my brother lol... in spanish

Skomp15 (11:50:31 PM): hola
britterneener (11:50:43 PM): hey marc
britterneener (11:50:45 PM): whats up
Skomp15 (11:50:54 PM): nada como estas
britterneener (11:51:46 PM): es un gato en mis pantalones que es en fuego
britterneener (11:51:49 PM): tiene agua?
Skomp15 (11:54:19 PM): si, lo siento...da me ( Read more... )

im so HAPPY... if only i had something to dooo

PS- I got my mertz back.

So yesterday they released the toxicology report for Heath Ledger that confirmed how he died. I'm kind of glad that I saw that, because there's a difference between knowing that something is wrong and actually seeing that it really can kill you. He didn't die of an intentional overdose, he just took a combination of pain killers, anxiety meds and ( Read more... )