so i took sats today.
left like 26 of them blank. COOOOOL.
really it sucked.. it was horrible,
i almost had a coughing attack.
i ate a whole box of cough drops
everyone around me was done with each section first,
with like ten minutes to spare.

the math section had things i've never seen before.

i must be a fucking idiot.cool_beanZzZ ( Read more... )

i don't think anyone even reads this.
but if someone is reading this,
i just want to let you know that
i still think about you.

even though I'm sure you've forgotten.

On another note,I'm really glad I got rid of a few friends ( Read more... )

HEYYYY

i don't know why i update
cause no one reads this shit,
and its a waste of my time anyway.

I don't even have anything to say.

Everyone go to:
http://www.modelmanagementgroup.com/
& look for me, cause I'm on there :)

the only thing you'll get ( Read more... )

someone take me to white castle.
i just saw a commercial,
it really is what i crave.

I don't like live journal
& the shit i see on it either.

My photoshoot went stellar.
My court date is in 2 weeks_ish?

BLAHHHHHHH♥

i. think.
i. am.
going. to. be.
SICK

Anyway$%^@*#!
__i go for my 6 hours soon.
__court date to sue dad is in less than 1 month
__photoshoot in like 11 days?
__3 years & 5 months in 2 days

I'm really content.
but other things make me want to
FUCKING SCREAM

thank you for your time.
♥♥♥,
Jessica

just forget me, it's that SIMPLE

Just to let you know.
Some of you make me completely fucking sick to my stomach
& you are so oblivious to the fact of that.
but thats okay, cause i'm done caring.*I signed a modeling contract ( Read more... )

i think i might start using this again?

but i'm not too sure.

i'm upset♥

WOW. It's been a while. I'm not really much into this livejournal thing anymore. I've been really busy.

I have 2 things for sale:a 14 gauge mini barbell ( Read more... )

DEAREST PEOPLE WHO READ MY LIVEJOURNAL,

In case you're unaware, MISS JESSICA MATZKE [that's me] is going to COMPETE in IMTA Modeling Competition 2004 in California. The cost for all of this is $5,200. So far I have $2,000? I need to get people to sponser me. They say the minimum is $10, but at this point I'm taking anything. This modeling ( Read more... )

All i want is for a guy.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.. to feel for me the way I feel for them. Maybe something is wrong with me? I havent figured it out yet. But I try WAY to hard. I do EVERYTHING in my power for their benifit, to make them smile, and to make things work .. and I get shit on. Afterwards i feel like an asshole for even trying, ( Read more... )