okay so. what is my karmic retribution for spending my days slaking and checking up on the journal of all my favorite writers, including one kosher_pareve? i accidentally get sucked into Libertines fic, most notably, The Carl Diaries, which is quite a fine work of literature. i didn't even mind that she ripped off Briget Jones' Diary,(she warned us all ( Read more... )

HI!! i am hungover, but happy. like really happy, for the first time in a long time. well, mychem does that to you. i was just listening to them with my eyes closed, showing my mom the bassline from "You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison",(the first song i intend to learn to play on bass, thankyouverymuch), and i was just like. "hey. ( Read more... )

okay so hi. i am not high yet, which is why i want to write this now, before everything takes effect. i don't have work tomorrow, so i kinda splurged and took around two of every pill i cirrently own. ten in all. i'm kinda excited about it, once it takes effect ( Read more... )

i feel like everyone hates me. what did i do? seriously. have i kicked God in the balls or something? have i insulted anyone's brother's sister's girlfriend's younger relation's hamster? i feel like there was a chain of events nobody told me about that have led to most of the world hating me. or maybe i just feel like they are ( Read more... )

okay so. i wouldn't say that my life is falling apart, exactly, but maybe it's doing that thing that it does right before it falls apart? idk.

( okay, so yes, i did, in fact bone emo alex. )

so alright. i went to warped tour yesterday. it was nice. it was excellent. while there i:

( A List Of Interesting Tidbits )

okay, so:

1. i have been writing oddly, at 3 in the morning after i get home from work and i can't sleep.
2. i have been taking, on average, two pills a day that i don't know the names of.
3. i have a headache that will not stop. i think it's the extra flouoxitine ( Read more... )

Chapter Five ( Read more... )

okay, so, for seriously here, does God hate me?
my hours this week at shoprite:
monday: 12:15-6:30
tuesday:2:15-10:00
wednesday:2:15-10:00
thursday:1:15-9:00
friday:2:15-10:00 ( Read more... )

This has been the worst day ever. evereverever. i got woken up yesterday by sean, who was all,"yeah, you have 20 minutes to get dressed, you're goin' to ozzfest." so i went, and it was great. really. except my neck hurts like fuck today, and i think i lost my screaming ability ( Read more... )