Dont you hate it when your working on something for hours and you lost the WHOLE FUCKING LOT because ur babbling incoherently to urself about the sleep deficit induced hallucinations ( Read more... )

Ten things that make you happy, then tag six friends ( Read more... )

Ive had a bad few days here in chelmo. all ive wanted was a bit of company and someone to talk about a problem with ( Read more... )

SOOOOOO tired... spent the whole day working... alone and bored. emma came to visit and kept me company for an hour but had to go incase anyone came back. managed to get my computer fixed too. it now all shiney on the inside. had some trouble with file access but windows is easy enough to bypass the security ( Read more... )

i am such a fucking idiot.

Why wont they just shut the fuck up?

a day is all i ask for.

At work i was having a pissy day, and took it out on the job log... made me feel a little better ( Read more... )

i want to sleep and never wake up ( Read more... )

last week was basically hell, i dnt wanna go into it. people just piss me off and im aggitated...

basically im cutting down. alot. last week i barely drank. i think i had about one glass of wine. nothing to smoke either. so was REALLY on edge and about |   | ths far away from stabbing one of my managers who was on a power trip. so i got the brunt ( Read more... )

hmm, well, this weeks been pretty average. a few up bits and many many low bits kinda balanced it out. its been kinda random, and ive barely been drinking which is good, but ive been very on edge. needing a massage (as per usual (cos i do love them so ( Read more... )