Is it possible to feel such confusion in one night? Is it possible to take the enduring neverending pain that habits my body? Is it possible to stop? Is is possible to once again strengthen what has gotten tender? Is it possible to endure what I cant ( Read more... )

Life is going good. Some bumps there and now. but its good. monica and I are banned from each other so that shit is over. Im looking ahead at life. Im happy. Im having shitloads of fun with my friends here in colombia. I hope Monica is ok and what not but I wont weep for her mistakes. Going on a trip with my friends this weekend and taht shit is ( Read more... )

I will always love you.

Yours,
Juanito

Ive been grounded for an awful long time. Its fustrating me but it has finally come to an end. IM NEVER TAKING MY MOMS FUCKING CAR AGAIN. Well, To other matters. School is going great, stuff with monica great. Almost 5 months w00t! and then everything else is kewl, I revived satisfy thinking I could finish what I started again. SO lets wait and see

I just went out for a ride in tha car. I'm bored. I waited all day for the surprise of her saying "come here, ill find a way to get downstairs". But when does that happen? Never. I'm a person that takes shit to an extreme. She doesnt know that I assume, without risk theres no fun. she says "juanito I love you" and I'm happy when I hear it. But is ( Read more... )

Well this weekend hasnt gone too great since its the first weekend me and monica dont see each other at all. It's been painful. Andrew came and stayed with me over the weekend and I havent slept at all since wednesday night, for some reason I can't I havent slept at all. This weekend started of good and then went to bad and then to worse. I can't ( Read more... )

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Nothing in the world is what I thought it would be ( Read more... )

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SURFS UP MONDAY. HEAD OUT BITCHES