"want to outrace the speed of pain"

[s3ven1eftcryin9]

and it's ME!!...again

Comments

[spanambula]

not knowing exactly what you believe, it's hard to comment.

Having just had a blow-out with my wife, I can understand feeling like shit on a sidewalk, and about as worthwhile.

However, it sounds like as crazy as you are about her, you're being honest both with her and yourself. It's probably carrion comfort to you right now, but I respect you greatly for being willing to do that, even at the risk of the one you love.

If you'll accept it, I'll pray for you both.

[s3ven1eftcryin9]

thank you...it means alot...really.

[cat_the_knife]

I don't really claim to know much about either of your personal belief tenets, but I can tell you that it isn't impossible for two people of differing religious backgrounds to come together and have a healthy, harmonious relationship with one another. My boyfriend and I are about as different on that front as possible. He's a born-and-raised Protestant. He has a bachelor's degree in Christian theology and at one point planned on becoming a pastor. I, on the other hand, am a practicing white witch.... pagan if you will. Somehow we make it work though. We respect each other's beliefs, we don't judge, and when all else fails, we agree to disagree. So it's possible. It just takes a little more effort is all.

[s3ven1eftcryin9]

thats just the thing..I whole heartedly respect her religious beliefs...I do not belive in god and she does...and I am completely comfortable with that...I don't have this Frederich Nietzche " God is Dead" philosophy but I do belive strongly that : redundancy: I don't belive in God. I haven't eaten or slept hardly in three days because she is hurting and I can't be there to comfort her because she is 800 miles away. and if i could be there it wouldnt heal her spiritual mentality... I love Her with all my waking moment and being...but living in fear is not healthy..Did I just confusingly andswer my own question or what?