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LOVE YOU BRITNEY!

wow, it has been over a year since I have posted ANYTHING here. For those of you who are still around HELL-O!

lets recap:

almost wedding time...oct 13th never smelled so good. ( yeah Brit and I are getting  MARRIED!)

Much love to INCISION TATTOO  for the sweet tattoo hookup that is soon to come! check out their site, i made it myself! (please excuse ( Read more... )

Even When things are at the breaking point, and there's nowhere else to go, there is always love, compassion warmth, and friendship,and knowing that they ecompass the most importnant person in you life ( Read more... )

Just got off the phone with Brit...My eyes are blurry and hurting....And my fears and nightmares are tearing through my skull into reality...the end is so near I can fucking feel it...I don't blame her though...this is what she may have to do to be happy with her life...even if it is later down the road...I love her so much and all I want is for ( Read more... )

I am physically sick...haunted by the hope of whats to come...I have barely eaten or slept in three days...and I don't know what to do. I miss Brit so terribly...and knowing she is sobbing-stressed out 800 miles away and not being able to be there for her is eating away at my psyche. All I want is for her to come home and everything can be normal ( Read more... )

and it's ME!!...again ( Read more... )

ok...maybe not devour me..but I have to blame my insomnia on SOMETHING! Countdown 6 hours before i have to get up for work tommorrow( a 15 hr double shift might I ad.) Oh well...gotta make money ( Read more... )

I decided that I don't have enough friends on here....makes me feel kinda lame! While I LoVe the THREE that are my friends...i need to expand my horizons...so lest recap ( Read more... )

As long as it isn't challenging ( Read more... )

This has been a bittersweet week...like a lemon drop ( Read more... )