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this city ( Read more... )

this place

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i am going to miss everyone so much.

GOODBYE!

I realized something the other day.
something...
shocking.

Almost...EVERY guy I have EVER dated...has played bass.

Andrew Pappas - Bass
Carl Jacobsen - Bass (haha. bass player in the punk band i was in - there's a funny story.)
Taylor Edgar - Bass and 'bass'oon (weird.)
Nick Wood - (upright) Bass (still counts. yes i know he's gay now.)
Paul Cornet - Bass
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Time, force, and death,
Do to this body what extremes you can;
But the strong base and building of my love
Is as the very centre of the earth,
Drawing all things to it.

-Troilus & Cressida

(i love him. he is so fucking awesome. you don't even know. i can't believe he puts up with my shit and has the decency to love me back. who'd have thought?

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I could be a thousand things right now.   Smarmy. Poetic. Novelistic. Realistic.  Fantastical.

But I'm kind of thinking about too many things right now and it seems hard to phrase.

I'm thinking about us.
not he and i.
and i'm thinking about my future.  and my past.  and trying to stay in touch, but moving on. 
I met some tourists from new york (a few ( Read more... )

5 years
of petitioning my parents
ceaselessly.

they finally let me poke a hole in my face.


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oh, also this.

But I don't want to get over you, cause
I don't want to get over love.
I could listen to my therapist, pretend you don't exist
And not have to dream of what I dream of;
...Or I could make a career of being blue-
I could dress in black and read Camus,
Smoke clove cigarettes and drink vermouth
like I was 17, that would be a scream
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In spite of how confused I feel right now.

I'm absolutely tingling with excitement.


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