time for a new start.         
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xxstarscreamscow: black dancing is the meaning of life
BeauTyxXxHoRRoR: kind of
xxstarscreamscow: it's the ultimate nirvana
xxstarscreamscow: buddhist are looking for nirvana... and all they have to do it booty dance a little bit

"I've dropped all of the friends that I don't need anymore..."

techno music, when hyper.
easter baskets
sunglasses
tyler
katie weekends
brad.
all friends getting along.
"never ever" by belladonnakillz
late night phone calls
elliott, my stuffed cow.
seymore, my stuffed bunny.

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chocolate cake & star sprinkles & stuffed animals & SEA MONKEYS & running through the pouring rain & best friends & people staying with me at night & mean girls & people getting along for once.

& i long for you to know me inside and out, to speak for me in the most gentle of ways, to grow beneath me and to help me figure out where my place is. i sit here, next to you, weeping of losing you when fate takes me down another road. i hate the thought of moments without you, pictures that don't contain that familiar face. you've become my ( Read more... )

       The acidic smell drifting in from an old, metal door that was left open years ago.  The wind howls an eerie song into this forgotten place.  Old newspapers, yellowed with age, little the floor around an old piano covered in dust.  Placed beneath it, a broken bench cluttered with piles of sheet music. 
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all my flowers are weeping in the shadows, screaming for attention but too silent to be heard by the ears we have covered with headphones, pouring out vibrations we'll never understand. words sometimes can degrade an emotion so greatly, i feel ashamed for the effort made. and all i crave right now is for someone to knock on my door, fill this ( Read more... )

as time passes, i notice that we are becoming more and more like strangers.