Ok so today was a bit better, my dad woke up this morning and thankfully got me up! So I wasn't late! Everything went alright, and I got to school early and did my titration and it went really well, then I thought I was done. So that was good, it gave me some time to go study before my test first period, which I think I messed up real bad ( Read more... )

this live journal also annoys me, because i had the fucking background picture setup awhile back, it works for a day then stops, i messed a shit load with it one day this week, it worked, then stopped the next fucking day! what the hell!? pisses me off... whatever

so yeah, my life is fucked up! I've been up and down all week with emotions, and school and everything. Fuck it all, why can't i just get away from here, fall away into the music... and drift away and never have to come back to any of this shit, from this world. ug, so it's friday, yeah i spent like 7 hours trying to figure out chemistry last ( Read more... )

School's started and like brittany said best, life's all gone to hell... I've been spending most of my time on myspace... or that damn xanga... so this one isn't getting much attention... maybe i'll find time for it soon... bye

P.S. A very old journal received a post this week.

Jeese I just updated and totally forgot to even mention the mission trip i went on with st stephens and st olivers! It was just a great great trip! Tons of fun and i got to meet some really cool people! But yeah I was about to head back to my room so i'll talk more about this later! I'm in the hotel loby in blacksburg right now! lol laters!

So what's up! I haven't updated in so freakin long! Anyways i'm just going to do a quick one, i want to get back to my room soon! So i'm here in blacksburg virginia for lizzie's orientation, and sadly tonight i'm all alone because she has to stay in the dorm rooms tonight. So yeah we're here for that, and then we leave tomorrow. Me and lizzie ( Read more... )

it's started again...

and as usual i only blame myself, thanks god!

Ok, now I know why lizzie was spazzing out about her picture making flippy thingy program, it kicks ass!!! lol check out the first one she made for me!!! Yeah, I really am not that great of a drummer yet... so don't think I'm being arrogant. I'd really not like to waste the opportunity! I mean I only get to be arrogant every once in a while! lol ( Read more... )

Today has been a low of lows for me. I'm going to clean up, stay up late and make up all my school work, and just get my self straightened out. Tomorrow is going to be a better day, and I'm going to work and try harder! Thanks Lizzie. <3

Ok, I'm not going to post my feelings about all this.... again... couse nothing good ever comes from it. I just knew it was going to be like this when I didn't do that thing this morning... It's my fucking psychic part!