Ugh God, I don't know how my life could be any more boring and completely worthless. I woke up at three this morning and was unable to go back to sleep so I got up, worked out, watered the plants, and did some laundry. Productive, I know ( Read more... )

I don't drink coffee but when I started getting tired before wrestling last night I decided I would drink some. I drank it black and cold. I know what you're thinking: gross. But hey, it wasn't all that bad. I got through most of wrestling without falling asleep. There was a few minutes left in TNA but I didn't care about the match and I was ( Read more... )

I have high hopes for tonight. I don't know why. I don't know if it is pure stupidity on my part or what. But for wrestling tonight I have high hopes.

Sitting on the toilet eating a sub sandwich. Ahh, good times. Talked to my dad today and he's getting me a new bike for my birthday. Good. Something else for me to excersise on and hopefully lose some more weight. Got my ab rocket the other day and I've been using it everyday and doing the cardio cd that came with it. Netflix has hundreds of ( Read more... )

Nothing much happening on the old home front. I started making out my monthly bills tonight and it's depressing. Went to a funeral today. Regina's (my next door neighbor) dad died so my family and I went to the visitation. We didn't really stay for the funeral part so I guess I lied ( Read more... )

Nothing much to write about today. I've taken two naps if that tells you how boring it is around here. I think the hardest thing about recovery is the boredem.

Wow, haven't used this thing in quite a wee bit of time. However, I've kept the journal even through the long months of non-use. I ask myself why I would keep it. It's such a trival thing. Why not delete it, especially if you aren't using it? Because I knew that one day I would come back here and use the journal again. That day is today ( Read more... )

Well it’s finally here! National Suicide Day is finally here and I’m so excited. First, we’re going to read from the book Sula about National Suicide Day and then I’ll present the Kurt Cobain Golden Shotgun award.

“Except for World War II, nothing ever interfered with the celebration of National Suicide Day. It had taken place every January ( Read more... )

Kurt Cobain
February 20, 1967 - c. April 5, 1994
Cause Of Death: Gunshot


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Vincent van Gogh
30 March 1853 - 29 July 1890
Cause Of Death: Gunshot


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