why can't you be a fucking man and pay for the fucking divorce like you said you would if i had kids  with somebody else ( Read more... )

seriously why should i have to flip out and do something stupid for you to pay attention to me ? i'm not the dog. i'm a person and i miss my life and i hate being treated like a child lately. most of all i miss my car and the freedom to come and go as i please. i gave up so much more then you realize to be with you and have our baby  and it seems ( Read more... )

serious i have just spent the last 5 days helping clean up this house . and i can honestly say i don't give a flying fuck anymore! seriously why should i try to do anything for these people. i've jumped through the hops and am sick of it. you want to take the fucking kids take em. it would probably be the best thing you could fucking do ( Read more... )

wishes for a past that will never happen is never what you want to admit to your self but there are times in your life you have to shut up and grow the fuck up and quit living in the fairy tale ( Read more... )

i guess i should be happy raul finally got a real job and won't be doing day labor type stuff anymore ( Read more... )

at this point i have to ask have you ever wanted to run away from home ? cuz right now i do! i'm just sick to death of having to be the responsible one. the one that holds it all together. being the level headed one when all i want to do is smack the shit out of the people who are pissing me off. at this point i am so over people and their shit. i ( Read more... )

the last few days have been rough and very stressful for me . saturday was spent realizing i need to go see a shrink cuz the thoughts in my head are fucking with my psychical exsitence. I'm not depressed just terrified that something bad is going to happen to my children while i am out trying to live my life. its a toss up as to why i feel this ( Read more... )

You were born during a Waxing Gibbous moon

This phase occurs right before a full moon.


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as I sit thinking about the after math (my life) i wonder if i'm going to know what happiness really feels like?    i wonder if i ever had happiness in my life and just didn't know it or i just settled for what i thought was happiness at this point i still don't know  and i'm finding it really hard to care ... about anything any more . i see ( Read more... )

i discovered a long time ago not to day dream and hope for things cuz you never really get what you dream of and hoping for something only leads to heart ache in long run . which is why i gave up on what i wanted and settled for i have its probably also the reason i stopped hoping for my best friend to move back to town. when it happens i'll be ( Read more... )