Feeling so damn lost , people i cared about are gone ,life is a mess i feel like ive failed in every aspect , ive pulled my self out of some crappy situations and survived to tell about them , but im not sure if i can get my self out of this one , ive already sacrificed everything ive told my self i wouldnt , and i have nothing left to give this ( Read more... )

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Watching episodes of roseanne or what they turned it into and it is making me miss my mom as much as she pissed me off. After the hole episode with her mom and jackie going off the deepend because her mom had dementia. Hearing things being said by dan makes me miss dad. as much as people didnt like the show it was probably the closest thing that ( Read more... )

Why is it nobody understands that i may look fine on the outside but on the inside im a fucking mess. Just so many thoughts running through my head. none of which are will cause me to inflict pain on my self or others i love or care about . Just trying to find a place to vent so i can clear my head and be able to focus and be able to finish ( Read more... )

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after reconnecting with some friends i'm honestly considering doing somethings i haven't done in a while , and seriously have to ask my self what the hell is wrong with me?  stuff has just been rough and i need a break , and i guess  if i don't do these things again would it mean i've grown up or just  regressed back to the way i was ( Read more... )

after reconnecting with some friends i'm honestly considering doing somethings i haven't done in a while , and seriously have to ask my self what the hell is wrong with me .  stuff has just been rough and i need abreak , and i guess  if i don't do these things again would it mean i've grown up or just  regressed back to the way i was ( Read more... )

i hat ethe fucking bitch i have never wish pain or death on anybody , but god damn it move the fuck on already and let go of the past  they are not yoru family any more ( Read more... )

 having to deal with my bf's ex wife is starting to get on my damn nerves. i know  you wanna see your daughter but you are setting  yourself up for the let down like normal and your usually the one telling me not to get your hopes up ! helllo dumb ass what exactly are you doing? but getting your hopes up you know damn well she is going to pull a ( Read more... )

when nightmare involve x friends/ lovers coming up to tell you they may be getting arrested for attempted murder and you end up in handcuffs for talking to the person you have to wonder what the hell is going on in the other person's life for them to suddenly pop up in your dreams like that ( Read more... )