The beginnings of a revelation

[sacred_ataraxia]

Everyday I go from one extreme to the other. I do not have unlimited liesure time in this matter. sed onn I think I finally understand that I will never know the right thing to do. So I must go with instinct. It might just be this city, but I think Maggie is right. This is the time my life to be selfish

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[mrmrgrta83]

two words: "LJ CUT"

Thank you.

[molotovjester]

When Kelly and I saw you at Denny's - I was a little taken aback when one of the first things you said was "Tyler will be here around 3". I was disapointed to think that you might only considered us friends through Tyler.

I do encourage couples to find things to enjoy seperatly so they are not constantly around each other - and still have a sense of identity when they are without the other person.

Kelly and I can only see each other occasionaly for a couple days at a time - because of school/work/distance etc. But the old addage "Absence makes the heart grow fonder." is very true.

The entity "Tyler & Gwen" is somthing that I admire and look up to. It was somthing that I thought would be stable and static no matter what happened in my life. It is somthing I hope to achieve in my own life in a similar, but not exact, fashion. I think it is a beautiful thing and somthing that always seemed right and true.

I hope that your decision (whatever it may be) leaves nothing desired in your life. If ever you should need to talk to me - I am

Much gratitude

[sacred_ataraxia]

Thank you so much Ike. I didn't mean to offend anyone, I only hoped I wouldn't have to find out that I am not interesting to anyone without him. I really appreciate support from friends. But please don't worry, I'm only in a transitions period, you know, much thinking. I'm having a great time here in NYC, and trying to allow everything else to leave my mind during this week, it's just easier said than done. Again, thank you, your thoughts mean a lot to me.

Love, Gwen

Re: Much gratitude

[zonama]

I have been doing much thinking also amiga. I did err in (or rather leave out a very important detail) my advice to you. I said, "Use this week to think..." What I meant was "Use this week to pray." Let us us not forget that it is not our plans we wish to bring to fruition, but Gods plans for us. And so my advice revised. Use this week to think and pray about what to do. Spend time with God and he will let you know the proper course.

p.s. finished those smokes yet?

[sacred_ataraxia]

Thank you, and I know what you meant. I've been praying a lot, and I'm not finished. And oh yeah, definetely on the second pack. I'm going to have to find a place in NYC that sells my shit. I hope you're well.

Love, Gwen

[zonama]

I am in fact, well. I expect then that a new Gwen will come forth from New York! Changed and transformed! Perhaps even tan! (Just kidding about that last part.) Anywho, enjoy yourself, and others if nessicery, and I shall see you soon.