i hate myself. so much. i wish i could die. i tried last week, but i was rushed to the hospital. my little brother found me and called my step-dad. i am forced to eat . i can not be around sharp objects or any kind of poison. i also cant be around forks and electrical outlets. or water and toasters. my oh my. why won't i die aleady!?

I hate myself.

Wow. I've always pictured myself keeping away from the whole live journal 'internet craze' because I'm simply just not like the rest of the measly little fuckheads who like to obsess over their boyfriend who just broke up with them or the new 'cute' shoes they bought at the mall. Finally, after convincing myself to give it a shot, I'm here. So I ( Read more... )