So I gained something, and lost something on Tuesday. And one half of it is treating me pretty good. I got a job at Sunburst video on Tuesday. And the job is AWSOME. I love it. Its the easiest, most laid back place, that I've ever worked, and it makes me SO happy. And I get paid weekly, instead of every 2 weeks. And I get to see all the new ( Read more... )

I am not worthy of having anyone... I am not wanted by anything or anyone... I am alone... people treat me like shit... people take what they want from me and go.. "sorry, I gotta go.","sorry I gotta meet someone"... but it all boils down to the fact that people are leaving and not returning... so I sit here.. alone... alone I sit, once again... ( Read more... )

So things were going okay with me and Nick. Unfortunatly, I'm going to his house tonight in fear that we're going to be breaking up. He says that he wasn't as ready for this relationship as he though. I should have known that when he wouldn't hold my hand or hug me or touch me in any way hardly in public! I'm so fucking stupid for thinking that I ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking confused. I know I'm in love with him, but I can't be with him! What do I do?

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Yeah... So I stayed the night at Nick's last night. I'm so glad I found someone so perfect for me. He's so amazing. It just completley blows me away. I was sick, but now I'm feeling better . I think he just puts me in a good mood. Makes me feel good about myself. Its more than that, but yeah. I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!

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Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

60% spiritual.
80% reason-oriented.


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So... I got kicked out of my house on Wednesday but it didn't last long, but oh my GOD was it worth it! I stayed with this guy named Nick at his place and over the span of like 2 and a half days I already know I'm going to be with him for a long time! He treats me good, tells me how beautiful, amazing, awsome, sexy, and cute I am. Which is BIG plus ( Read more... )

Yeah so I went to Spokane for New Years. I had planned on getting a kiss at midnight, but it didn't work out unfortunatly. So anyways.... here's all what I did ( Read more... )

Okay so we usually open all but a 1 present on Christmas Eve. I opened those presents and they were basicly all new clothes and jewlry for my new job.... that I just got fired from. So that really sucked and I felt absolutley horrible about it! So that kinda made my Christmas Eve really shitty. Luckily we still have the Santa tradition in my family ( Read more... )