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[sacredangle]

I was reading through some other entries in here and I liked reading about actual events. It reminded me of things I hadn't really thought about since they happened, big or small. So, I'm going to write about actual events so that I can look back later and say "Hey! real stuff! how cool

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You are not alone....

[redmed]

[sacredangle]

We're totally on the same page with this ;-)

Except I really want to climb mount everest and spend a week in the desert.
I'll still have everything else even if I dont-
But I really want to.

[makoelf]

talking to you last night was great. it'd be cool if it happened more often.
♥ ale

[oboecsanad]

"I think I'm only one person with fantasies too large and optimistic for my own good."

I believe that everybody feels this way....at least any intelligent/creative person.

[sacredangle]

yeah... I really want to not think that so much, and act as though my fantasies are unquestionably within my grasp. It'll probibly end poorly, but be very interesting on the ride down.

you have my number.

[sacredangle]

It's not about accomplishment- I just want to do it, I don't want to have accomplished it.
Also, we would hang out more if you didn't expect it to magically happen. I have a lot less friends than you do, am much more out of the loop, and live further away. I spend my time practicing and reading, and am not really the type to beg and plead people to give me a social life. I'm not going to leech your time off of you, I'm not going to call to ask where the party's at. I'm also not intentionally aloof- I'm available, I want to hang out, I want to see people. I'm just not going to go out of my way when no effort is put back. If you really want more than a passing smile, come get it.