i have a new lj, this one annoys me.

jiggasexyou is the name.

gabe roberts gave me that nickname in tenth grade during baseball practice. it's a play on my last name. ciukurescu = jiggasexyou. it didn't really stick but i still think it's damn cool.

it's friends only, i added everyone already, add me back.

BYE!

why is that i'm a crutch whenever hundreds and thousands of miles are reason enough to stay in love, but not enough to stay true?

why is that even though it seems like things are going perfect, my self-conciousness and lack of self-esteem always kick in and ruin things for me? certain people i don't know how to talk to, and i don't understand why, because i never have trouble making conversation with anyone... unless of course, i am woken up really early after only getting ( Read more... )

you know, i thought it would be necessary to not write in here anymore, because i was embarassed of what someone was seeing me put down. and rightfully so, i won't lie. BUT... i've finally come to the realization that that portion of my life is completely closed, i no longer need any closure, i no longer feel the need to create fantasies and ( Read more... )

i got really lucky tonight. i hope all my friends are ok.

post a memory of me as a comment in this entry. it can be anything you want. you can post as many memories as you want. then, of course, post this in your journal and see what people remember of you.

even if you dont have an lj, do it.

ok. i started to try and delete everything on here, but seeing as how i've had this for well over 2 years now, and there are over 400 entries, that would take forever. so anyway, this is my last entry, i'll probably post comments to people and stuff because i'll still read everyone elses journals, but i can't expose myself to the public anymore, ( Read more... )

i'm really sad.

i want to tell her that i kept two pictures of us in my back pocket for the past month as a reminder of what it felt like to be at home. i also kept her english assignment in my wallet and read it every time i missed her too much and wanted to remember what it was like last year, because that's what helps me realize that it was real and can't ( Read more... )

i'm home from tour. it was fun times. i have a new sn cuz my old one broke. it's optimusprimeciuk. see ya.