I'm a bad friend and a bad girlfriend.

ughhh i can't please anyone. Not even myself.

damn people being so sweet.

damn people for not understanding.

damn this whole situation. 

How come everytime someone likes me or asks me out i realize that i don't want a boyfriend anymore? I guess i'm just waiting for someone specail. Someone who'll like my nerdy self, who will get along with my friends, someone older than me and taller than me, someone i can feel l comfortable around. But you know what? Its high school, and high ( Read more... )

Question....If i use some of the same case studies from my paper in my powerpoint will that look bad. BUT the thing is, is that i am talking about something completly different in my powerpoint than in my paper so i would be talking about something completly different from what my paper is talking about than what my powerpoint is. My paper just has ( Read more... )

So this vacation. Yeah uhh not the most fun. I feel very out of the loop between many people. And i'm noticing more and more the distance between me and Lina, and me and Tori. I guess i just feel that i don't have any close friends anymore. I don't feel included. But i guess i just don't put myself out there to be look like i want to be included. I ( Read more... )

This week would actually kickass if not for all the work i have to do. Dance+track+homework+late homework+10week+powerpoint========HELL I actually hate how i always do this to myself. Save stuff to the last moment. Right now i'm just taking a break from reading articles for my powerpoint. I"m suffering and its not fun. I want to have fun, i want to ( Read more... )

Who ever hacked into my journal your really fucked up. I can't believe you would do this to me and jerad. We were actually gonna get back together. But now it doesn't look like it. Thanks for screwing up everything you fucker. i hate you i hate you i hate you. I hope you rot in effing hell you fucker

How can i commit to a relatioship when i can't even commit time for myself...my social life...work....dance....track....everything. I'm tired. Both mentally and physically. I let King down. She blew up at me. She told me she was fed up with me and she was closer than ever before in her life to giving up on someone/something. I can't keep things up ( Read more... )

I hate Mrs. King.

- - - -> i'll tell you when i'm ready

Yay Kat!

So yeah i just got back from Joes party. Yup as you can guess i'm so depressed. I really do like him. I don't know what to do. I totally fucked things over between us. He just wanted to hang out with me tonight, and for some reason i was embarsse to be with him infront of my friends like that. I don't know why either. He is like the perfect guy for ( Read more... )