iv'e decided ot start opening up toy ou...if you are tor ead these words, then it would only benefit us both ..a read and a writer to share some stuff in common, or at least create middle ground.. upon which a lil honesty and fourth right intention can be created ( Read more... )

i dont know where ot start other than saying something profound and so here it is... My only regreat everyday is that i cant meet and know everyone personally in this world.... with that out of the way i must say heart ache is osmething to not to be taken lightly. I cna only lok down at my hands and feel robbed and maybe somewhat bewildered..... ( Read more... )

the dust is getting older and ther steps ive taken for this music prject aee almost to old to celebrate. im 21 and only getting older.... whos gonan save this project from tthe fate of age and unapprication?!? fuck,..... all i wanna do is drink and grow old... maybe cry a good bit along the way. im a broken man... im broken hearted and i bleed ( Read more... )

the end is drawing near....so beatifully near for the 4 years of my own sound may finally be laid to rest liek a burden lfted from a weary soldier....a beatiful and hated passion finally taking flight fomr my hands to somoenes mind.... somethign so delicate and awe filled..... the very essence of 24 will be heard... new directiosn have been made ( Read more... )

A day of good intent and clouded outcome has arrived... i moved out of my home and inot new terrain...unknown, lol. Me and adam have started jamming again... and we got about 6 songs or so comming along.... i put most of my equiupment in Michaels/Kevins house and its pretty awsome i think how its all comming together... and all. I am comsidering ( Read more... )

January 8th and all that god jazz.... I'm back in school and life finally feels as good as the cool breeze that I feel romancing my face in the mid day in winter.....winter finally feels good for the first time.... in so very long. Even Xmas was a little more fun and less stressful than I remember it from last time. As for the usual update for the ( Read more... )

Where to begin...now that’s a good question... a follow up to my first entry.... if I recall, it was rather sad and dark...even for my taste. I guess..... Been a quiet and rather unsocial for a good deal.... I was lashing out at a blank white screen. This little place that lets me write is nice...but I’m not here to talk about or....write about ( Read more... )

ist 3:27.. as usual i cant sleep... i dont thikn sleep likes me as i like it ( Read more... )