If your good you noticed i hadnt updated. I have a new name.... Im me if youd like to know it: cagedfairytales@aol.com

*picks up a small white shirt off the ground, perfect and clean. Takes a pair of scissers and cuts three tiny cuts around the collor. Drops the scissers. Rips the shirt to screds using the three cuts. Throws the shred on the ground and picks up a bucket of red paint. Pours the pain over the shirt. Kicks it and swears. Walks off muttering* "stupid

I really miss birdy more then anything right now. Why wont he pick up his phone. Why was he mad at me right now. I want to go die. PLEASE TALK TO ME! I LOVE YOU

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I'm going to the dance, I'm going to have a good time. I have money to get us in. And we'll have fun i promise ( Read more... )

It's nothing ( Read more... )

It's morning. I wish it wasnt. I screwed up on my recital last night. All three songs. Everyone else did good. I was glad that Joey did play with me though. I'm so tired and hoping for birdy to get on. He came last night. I was happy but very emberissed. When I got up on stage i though "Oh god... what if hes watching me!?!" it would be just as ( Read more... )

TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS ( Read more... )

For anybody that reads this message you get one free smile. Use it as you wish or when you wish but it's yours. I'm giving away my smiles to make everyone happy. So smile!

AND IF YOU DIDNT KNOW BIG RECITAL TONIGHT! COME AND WATCH ME LOOK STUPID

I'm really stressed lately. It probally doesn't show. I guess I try to make things like that to show so nobody worries, or bothers me about it. I really don't know. But a lot of events have been going on that have made my families life a tough one. And stressful. I don't know if my mom or marcus notice and feel it but i do. more then anything ( Read more... )