Finally heard from the apprenticeship thing I applied for and shit, did the test 2 months ago and finally NOW getting a letter saying thanks, but no thanks try again.

Why the fuck do I even bother anymore. I knew I wouldn't pass the test. Better find that prime spot under an overpass to make camp.

I was asked tonight why am I so reclusive..and I couldn't answer. I have a ton of acquaintances but am lacking in the true friends dept. I think I'm socially inept. While I'm like that, I just tend to think about things and eventually just get depressed from..well..thinking too much. I try to wrap my mind around things going on in my life and it's ( Read more... )

I swear that I'm so freakin' sick of my g-ma pestering me about getting a fucking job. She knows I have been looking/apping/doinggoddamnbackflips to try and get one..yet she still reminds me every other day to try to get one..like I'm not doing shit. She's putting way too much pressure on me. It's making me feel like I'm not good enough for ( Read more... )

Soooo there is this girllll who eases me like whoa. She's single..but only kind of. She goes out with this friend of her's, and it seems like something..but i dunno.. the other night we laid in a hammock and had such an awesome talk..she gets me I guess you can say. Oh jeeeeeeez ( Read more... )

So..How are you ( Read more... )

Blahbalhalbhalbhalhbl.

Hi.

'Sup?

I love my friends.

I need a girly to come around for happy fun time.

I have armor.

Smash.bros.brawl.>you.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Nothin special going on. Oh welllllll. My Grandmother is leaving next Sunday for 4 days. UH OH! Good times to be had.

x-mas. bleh. it was ok. spent all my money that I had recieved to get myself an 80gb. Zune. Pretty much one of the smartest purchases I ever made. I have such a selection on the go now. and I'm not even at half the memory yet ( Read more... )

Urgh ( Read more... )

I'm oldddd now. 23. SHITTTTT.

I had a fun week for the most part =)

Party last night. Pretty nice to see a few old friends. :D

Anyway...I dunno.

Let's go re-enact 300 with my new Immortal's Mask....(except I live..fuck Leonidas.)

My books still haven't come in yet and I'm starting to get pissed ( Read more... )