how can u be so sure of anything in life??One min u think yes thats what i want then someone*AMAZING* comes along and makes u think dam now i'm confused again what do i do????You've walked into my life put me under ur spell and i cant think of anyone else..ur always on my mine yet i didnt think i'd ever think like this again:O:O:O:Oi wish i was ( Read more... )

i'm just lyin in bed hurting again i'm watching sex and the city and there all such great friends and i'm just thinkin i dnt have a friendship as strong as there relationship i did have that be4 and now he has moved on and away.....i miss our friendship so much it makes me wana cry :(.....The girls are also talkin about weather there are only one ( Read more... )

God i'm so confused lately like u know when u sit there thinking of who u will end up wit in the end i caant help but feel i would love to end up wit a girl and not a guy there was really only good guy i could ever imagen spendin the rest of my life wit but we've gone dwn other paths and its only lately i relised that and now i'm moving on for the ( Read more... )

i'm so confused the whole time my head is always hurtin and messing wit me sometime i wish i could just jump onto a plane and run away fom this life and stay away from everyone because all i do is bring them pain and all they do is remind me of the pian i have caused and now all my money problems are buildin up and takin me dwn and making me ( Read more... )

i was just lookin back and saw a comment i left and i was talkin about been wit u know who for 11 monthes and we got to just be4 18months and i so stupidly ended it and now i am so sorry i did i hate myself for it and i am so messed up its unreal i'm still very much in love wit him but i cnt be wit him he means too much to me ahhh i dnt know wit i ( Read more... )

i am sittin here thinkin and thinkin about all things and i cant make no sence of them i am in love wit u but are we meant to be together can we last or am i gettin myself lined up for more pain because if thats the case i cant do it i cant go throught anymore pain i think no i know it will KILL ME ( Read more... )

i am sittin in my room lookin at pic's of a broken relationship wit my best friend in the world she may have put my throught a lot of shit in my life but i still love her and i cant believe that our friendship ended just like that i miss her so so much and i cant see this screen that great becasue i am now cryin my eyes out.....when she ended ( Read more... )

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Sometimes i dnt know anymore i am not sure who i am sometimes and when i try and tell someome so i can get it off my chest it doesnt go well and end's up makin me feel like shit so it makes me fear that i cant ever talk to ppl about my feelings at least i have this so i can talk and get my feelings off my chest lately i have discovered that i am ( Read more... )

2nite i really feel like my username..sadandhappy my sister is moved out now and i miss her so much and i am so sad that she is gone but so happy she has her own place...i am all alone in the house i am sad about that but happy my mam and dad trusted me enought to leave me by myself...so 2day i am really i am sadandhappy

i went to ashes party the ( Read more... )