I'm really lost for words, I don't know what to say, its like the same old thing, day after day. I try to get through, and try to communicate, but sometimes I feel, as though you can't relate. I know you try to listen, and I know sometimes it hurts, but I really need you there, for me and my outbursts. You are the greatest thing, thats ever ( Read more... )

Getting late... I feel so depressed sometimes... Lately more than ever... Need a job so bad... Can't pay rent, got no one to help us... Go figure... I'm so pissed at myself for letting things get this bad... And its gonna be all my fault if we loose everything... Bad enough its all my fault when we fight, cuz I can't say nuthin w/o being bitched at ( Read more... )

1. Whats my name ( Read more... )

I'm so fucked... LOL... So so so so so so so so fucked... Need a job, someone hire me... Send me money... LOL... Gotta pay the bills... Can't...

fuck it

Blah blah blah... Don't know what to write... Bored... Need to write more poetry... Need my own computer, the ones here suck... Blah...

Vent vent vent... need to vent... I have a headache... Grr... I dunno... Been a while since I've actually sat down and wrote about my life... Bits and pieces and all that great shit, but nothing really serious... Feels great now that the drugs are gone and so are so many of my problems (Lissa, Andy, ect...) Time to grow up finally... Games are done ( Read more... )

How stupid can I actually be... Re-reading over the shit I wrote about Lissa... LOL... I am a fucking LOSER for believing any of that... I can't believe the sit I did... Oh well... Life moves on... Yup... Talena is the greatest thing to ever happen to me... Tho she needs to learn to lighten up a lil bit and stop being so damn angry... I love her ( Read more... )

How stupid can I actually be... Re-reading over the shit I wrote about Lissa... LOL... I am a fucking LOSER for believing any of that... I can't believe the sit I did... Oh well... Life moves on... Yup...

Just saying hi... Birthday's on Saturday... Gonna be 19... Old bitch... LOL...