I think im finnaly ready to move on with my life despit the fact that the majority of it is nothing but work, but thats not all bad i gets the money!!!! Whoo hoo Ye haw
but i still have things to work out but all will be ok...maybe better with time thiings are lookin much better and im ready to live again and move on.

Well its been like forever since ive poseted but things are lookin up i no longer live with my parent ...*wohoo* i live w/ my grandmother but there was a draw back my parents wont let me see my sister anymore which gets me down but ill see her wether they like it or not caus e i have sibling rights ........oh yeah but when im in the fbi ...*which ( Read more... )

i just seem to be falling deeper and deeper into depression it hurts so much knowing your parents want nothing to do with you well i was officaly emancipated yesterday( which means i proved to the state i can provide and take care of myself before 18 so im kinda a minor adult in the eyes of the stae and the check up on me) but i had to show up with ( Read more... )

well todays one of the more depressing because i was looking at houses up in tennesse and the reality of the fact that i am giveing up all i have know since i was born i willingly leaveing it all friends family...my sister oh my sister for so long she was the only reason i didnt commet suicide now that shes gone and i dont see her shes no longer a ( Read more... )

well depression has finnaly set in i need to get away from here ...and FAST! but ill have to wait ive even thought that this live journal thing is a waste of time i used to have peoiple write backl and now no1 does i guess thats a sign not to tell of mmy worries and trangressions oh well i hope i either move soon or die ...not like a suicidal die ( Read more... )

well my lifes changeing everysecond i look im not so much the same caus im more im going behind my parents backs im more passionet but seem to care less cause i know i care to much about thing ive stayed nights with girls i barely know also i dont know whats going on with me im not who i was and i dought im as good of a person as i once was i dont ( Read more... )

i still dont get my parents one minuet there pissed off @ me and teloling me they want me out of their house then when i have my bags packed and im callinmg a ride to pick me up to leave the house like THEY wanted they hang up the phone and ask me to talk about this with them but you know what im done talking i really am they i cant stand them ( Read more... )

lately ive been struggleing with who i want to be and who i am now im not sure and my parents are showing how mych they think i was a mistake in their life and i am questioning leaveing them cause they told me to but thay also told me to kill myself then handed me a knife ....im so loved!so im gonna have to try my best to do something and i dont ( Read more... )

GRRRRR NONE OF YOU ARE RESPONDING TO MY LIVE JOURNALS WHAT DID ID DO gggggrrrrraaaaaaarrrrggggggg I FEEL LEFT OUT!!!

lately ive been feeling left out my friends either ignore me or ( Read more... )