I am so sad.....

soo sooo soo soo sad

NOT LIKE ANYONE READS THIS MESS..

BUT I HAVE DECIDED IT'S FRIENDS ONLY NOW...

THANKS AND STUFF...

So New Years wasn't the disaster I thought it would be.

I drank my share of Jack and Coke and lauphed, most of all had a great time

ringing in the New Year with J.

Ape drank a little to many shots and was soo freaking wasted. But I guess that's the point lol.

Still she was hung over for 2 days. Poor thing!

I felt pretty damn good the day after ( Read more... )

So Chrismas was just wonderful. I met my whole new family finally. I went for Thanksgiving but everyone wasn't there. This time is was a more plesant exsperience. I just have to say that this was the best Christmas for me in a VERYYY long time.

I seem to be having a bit of a NEW YEARS EVE crisis tho. Everyone is angry in one way or the other and I ( Read more... )

I been sober for over 2 weeks now. Not that I'm a drunk but I could really use a beer, shot of Southern Comfort whateva.It's been a stressful  month and it is just gonna get worse with the Holidays approaching.

I am waiting for My best friends phone call today. She is suppose to be having her baby. But she was not sure if the doc would induce ( Read more... )

So it's been forever and day since I stopped by here to rant. I suppose cuz I been doing okay. Turned 24 years old tho and kinda had a break down of some sort. I think it was more mild pms depression. Who knows but it passed now.

I finally met J' s best friends the weekend of my bday. True I made a ass of myself but thats okay, every one was ( Read more... )

So my sweet man knows about this journal now. Well, I read some things to him, and to my suprise he was like, "awww!" It's cool tho cuz I like for him to know what I am feeling and thinking. Some friends of mine read the other one and I dont think anyone reads this one. I can be more open in this shit .

Anyway it's been great weather, great life.. ( Read more... )

I told J about this journal today. I am debating on either I let him read it or not. He reads the other journal I have. I don't know why I have to have 2. I guess just some place to vent when no one is available to curse at.

Anyway we went on our first camping trip last week. Now I'm wanting to go more and more with him. Alone time is great. It ( Read more... )

Woooooot...

things are good around here!! I been chillin in the pool for what seems like days. My sweetheart and I had a great 2 weeks, it was magic I tell ya..pure frickin magic.

I cant wait to get our place together and have our own little space in the corner of the world. We got some land in mind. Well not in mind. DEFINiTLEY. But we are saving ( Read more... )

So this weekend was funny. Amusing, disgusting all wrapped up into one. The disgusting part was us being mauled by our mutal friends. Gross, they were all really drunk and shit so I dont know. But it made J and I very uncomfortable and pissed. Becuz even tho we are all close and shit, not that fucking close. They are swingers but they know damn ( Read more... )