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I too am returning
I have not posted here in at least 3-4 years. Seems like there are quite a few coming back. I doubt anyone will remember me! I've been lurking for about a month but thought I'd pop in. It is a lot different here now, but I kind of like it. Before when I was here a lot it was full of kind of superficial eating disorder talk (not to say there wasn't ( Read more... ) -
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Fuck I b/pd and then did it again and again. Then I ate and didn't purge and I just know I'm going to gain tomorrow. I just need to lose this weight. I've been trying to get these 3 pounds off me for a week. The thought of fasting keeps entering my mind but I don't know if I want to go back down that road. I just want to eat less than 500 calories ( Read more... ) -
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mazzy star - flowers in december ( Read more... ) -
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I find myself trying to fill this night with something to do so that I don't binge and purge. I'm feeling pretty shitty. My boyfriend hasn't texted me today, which we normally talk every day. It's his friends birthday today, well it wI find myself trying to fill this night with something to do so that I don't binge and purge. I'm feeling pretty ( Read more... ) -
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oh my good god it feels so amazing to exercise again -
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safe foods ( Read more... ) -
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"you realize that, sometimes, your just not okay"
our lady peace -
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i've been doing some self reflecting the last week or so ( Read more... ) -
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I'm really unhappy. I don't want to go to grad, I don't want to get into a grad dress. I haven't lost weight since christmas break. that was 3 and a half months ago. All I keep doing is gaining. I honestly don't know what to do with myself. What happens if I can never get back on track? I think I'm going to give myself a time line. If I haven't ( Read more... ) -
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Just thought I would come out of hiding. Thanks Christina for saying something, for remembering me. It's little things like that that make me keep going ( Read more... )