so i moved again. yay. not. this time though, its my own place, so its cool. no one to tell me anything. no one to answer to ever other then myself.

yeh. thats about it.

still running the bar and everything.
seven days a week sucks but the money is fucking amazing so its cool.

later.

its amazing what true depression is like

i am so bored anymore.
all i do is work.
its worth it cause i have plenty of money now.
but i just wish it was 10 hours a week everyday except sunday.
its hard being all growned up, *sigh. :o(

<3 me

i got a new bartending job 7 minutes up the street from my house walking.
haha. fun shit.

mandie, come spend a week at my house.
you are invited. i will work out the whole ride thing.

love you guys... miss the boulders.

<3 Leigh Kathryn

okay, so i moved. i guess my little vcation in telford is over. i guess all i wonder about now is am i going to treat Telford the way i treated every other place i moved away from? am i never going to go back there and when i do, hate being there? am i going to ignore all the people i met and know there? who knows, right now all i know is that ( Read more... )

everything makes no sence...
but i have a smile on my face.
i love you.

i am moving in a week and a couple days.
i'm moving an hour away.

an hour north.

I am so sick of fights ( Read more... )

one day i was sitting and i was thinking that i wish i knew how much people loved me so that when i felt like shit about myself i could hit that special PLAY button in my head and hear them tell me that they love me.

then i realized that will never happen.
whoever created me should have added a magical PLAY button.

i really need it right now.

people amuse me.
also make me want to kill them.

haha. your lucky...

oh so fucking lucky man...