My life..is in purgatory ( Read more... )

Yes I'm still in a relationship with him ( Read more... )

Probabaly NO ONE reads this anymore..but leave me some comments if anything ( Read more... )

I'm probably the loneliest of all..

Knowing all these people and yet not one to be around with on a regular basis...

Not even having a good friend or two in my school is really hard and frustrating...

::sighs::

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Yeah I learned one of those family secrets

I need to get away from my mom...

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I need to do something...i need to not lose my mind

I don't believe I will be looking for love anymore.

Like I got into FIT

and thats cool and all

But no i can't get a summer job..

Cuz i gotta go to the eop program..

SCREWED

Shit been going down hill for about a month now

This is BULLSHIT

I need to get the fuck outta my house my mom make me wanna hang my fucking self

Among other fucking things

this weekend better be fun :)

i'm too poor to afford going to college

so..whatever..

School said they not givin me much..I feel like god was like bitch i'ma spite you hard

I really didn't want to have to stay in the city for school but i guess I have to and I'm pissed.

I fuckin hate life so much right now...