JUST TAKE US APART.

please god.
just give it to me.
there's nothing i want more.
and even though it
just might be a mistake
in the long run,
it will be amazing NOW

and i need something
amazing now. everthing
lately has been "okay,
just okay". but someday
i won't answer. because
i'll be dead. fuck.

please. i need this.

i need something

You know what?

I'm finally at peace with it.

I do care and i think i always will, but I don't miss it.

It was amazing.

And you taught me so muchI wish i could have done the same for you ( Read more... )

Yeahh, there's not much too it. Just begin with those closest to you, and it'll steadily enough move to everyone who gives a shit ( Read more... )

those words you spoke were beautiful.they symbolised all of the things i've ever been told were important life. they represent all i've ever wanted. and never had. but i know this isn't the end. the end with you maybe, but life will continue without you. maybe even clearer and smoother than before. and i can't wait. i can't wait to fall in love ( Read more... )

thanks! thanks for never being there for me! no one has ever been there for me. and now there all leaving again. i thought it was better. only for a day though. that's how it is, though, ALWAYS. the bad always outweighs the good. and there's nothing i can do about it. i control no aspect about my life, and the little control i had grabed onto, is ( Read more... )

i feel like i've given something up that would be impossible to get back. it's bearly gone and i miss it terribly. it hurts to know someone you love is not in love with you. and in fact very much in love with something else. especially when you're loved by very few others. and those who are still talking to you know nothing about you. i don't know ( Read more... )

Apparently I've staired at my reflection too much, because it's become something so different from myself that sometimes I don't recognize myself. Sometimes I question if that monster in the mirror really is who i've become. can it really be possible? I can tell that i'm getting so much less healthy than i used to be, both mentally and physically. ( Read more... )

How dare you attempt to threaten me. You and I, and everyone else who's met the both of us knows perfectly well that if given the chance, I could and would tear you apart. You are a waste of flesh and space and time, and I feel aweful for your mother...It's horrid that she will have to live her life knowing that a monster like you came out of her. ( Read more... )

What exactly is so very wrong with me that my friends feel the need to destroy my relationship ( Read more... )

Conciousness is getting depressing.

I really wish I knew why I'm here.