Not saying I believe this stuff. Some of the stuff about numerology seems to make sense but I don't think the numbers involving my birth set the path for my whole life. Just interesting and a little fitting ( Read more... )

Today I've done a lot of talking and thinking about this. And in different parts of the day I feel differently about it. Now thinking back on everything I realize everything I thought may not go together. I need to lay it all out and think about it. Think if there is something I don't agree with or if it all can make sense together.
I'm actually ( Read more... )

Fucking awesome movie. If you haven't seen it, do it ( Read more... )

Today I decided I will start writing again, or blogging I should say.
I deleted a few old entries just because they didn't matter.
I also deleted my myspace. It's not permanent though.
I want to hold out for a week but I doubt I can. I'll make a whole new one and add some people back, see where it goes from there.

I can forgive people for the disgusting, despicable, disgraceful, abominable, sleazy, shameful ::deep breath:: things they do, it's their life they can fuck it up all they what, but what I can't forgive is them not having the respect and decency to tell me about it.

I told ya'll myspace was gay. Stupid power outage in LA and the whole site goes down. Livejournal 3, Myspace 1.

You know what really pisses me off? Dumb whores who think that children are a burden and having a family is stupid. That fat nasty bitch, Jordan, pissed me off so much yesterday. I showed her my baby when I bumped into her at the mall and she said she was cute and laughed in which at first sounded like an excited laugh then after talking for a ( Read more... )

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July 17, 2005 Leila Marie Scott was born.

Well I went to the doctor yesterday and he said I was about three centimeters dilated and everything feels ready and he has no idea why I haven't gone into labor yet. That sure makes me feel good. He scheduled an induction for Monday the 18th just in case I don't go into labor by then. I really don't want to have it induced. It highly increases the ( Read more... )