You sit here and pick me apart as I try and find the right words to explain to you. Just give me time. I miss you more with each day your eyes grow darker. I analyze the way you move, and the way u throw goodbyes right off your tounge as my emotions slowly unfold to you. And as I'm clinging to the photograph of me and you the glass shatters along ( Read more... )

As I sit and cry over thoughts of you.. the walls have been listening for sometime now. They know the story's of how I feel about you and what goes on inside my head. I wish you could become the wall for just one night so you can understand how i really feel and what goes on inside this head of broken emoitions

.. I hate being on my own

floorboards shake and memories turn from black to white. And yet i still cant get my head past these nightmares that capture my soul while I sleep. Images of you kill me faster in this sweet suicide. And i can barely make out your silent screams from years away as you stare widely into your book of holy promises.

Your love is like a fucking death wish..its a accident waiting to happen. I lost myself as your confidence went down like your love for me. So you killed me with the knife you used that night to slit your wrist's and watch the cares bleed away. You were always so good at thinking of the easy ways out then putting your thoughts to the test. It just ( Read more... )

I know this is what I want. Only your funeral is what keeps us apart. I need you like the cuts across my wrists. This will end it all..

We got to close and fell too far. I sit and write you this letter just to let you know im barely alive and savouring each moment I have left.Im so innocently filled with sweet misery. Your voice is chased away by words like the loaded gun in your hand to my head. Im going to be okay..right? This razor is in my hand and im just wishing for it all to

My wrists are killing me like the sound of your voice. So cut me baby im all ears. Kiss me hard so you can taste my words and maybe then you'll understand. Those roses you left on my casket were of the deepest reds. Just like the blood that reflected off the razor right after I broke the last of my promises to you..

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My wrists are killing me like the sound of your voice. So cut me baby im all ears.

not done this..

I'd walk apon a wire of broken glass and rusted nails if you would say it would impress you. I said, "Look me in the eyes and lie to me". You said, "I love you". Im casually dressed and your never missed. How can you throw such deep lies at me as I begin to fall from burning bridges. Your my favorite liar.

You told me I was beautiful when I cryed. But the reasons were left unknown to you. I sculpt out my life just for your acceptence. You say you can see my pain as if I wore it like a banner across my wrists. Even pretty things bleed sometimes.