With the time it takes you to watch me surender to your addicting lies, I will be crawling through another fighting night. I worship your eyes as they symbolize my all being. Im breathing in second hand smoke from your cigarette as I enhale the drug of temptation. I'v failed to notice the game you play with my body hour after hour, day after day. ( Read more... )

Well. I was sleeping this morning and the phone rang woke me up at 830. It was my coach for softball.. I had to be at the field for 9 HA ( Read more... )

I got my new computer in.

Its pretty sick.

I'v been pretty shitty latly to tell ya'll the truth. But whatever.

Vacation is here. FINALLY.

It should be a good one.. haha

Umm not planning on doin much today.. Hangin' out with peter I guess..

Softball is going good.. not that it matters at all haha

well whatever Im out..

<3

I tried to choke my stare at the perfection that others would kill for.. I covered my wrists with my sleeves. Hiding the lies or maybe the broken promises. I have everything any one could ever wish for. Beauty, Talent, A boyfriend, A life. But I cut my wrists because Im too weak to handle it all. This past year I'v tryed to lie to myself. But ( Read more... )

Our limbs are tangled in a passionete dance as we reflect against the cracked windows of your appartement. Your lips are soft with the sweet taste of midnight wine. I can see the candle light deep into your beautiful brown eyes. I'v dreampt up this moment many times before. Every day of my life I have wished it to turn to reality. I want to stay ( Read more... )

First of all.. I need to start using livejournal again. I used to be addicted until Myspace came about ( Read more... )

Hm. Where to fucking start ( Read more... )

Went to school today. Nothing exciting happend at all.

I had tryouts after school.

I did good I guess..

Im getting so sick of school. The kids are beyond annoying.
Mostly all of them suck.. except for a few.

I havn't written in a long time.

Nothing to write about I guess..

Kinda pisses me off.

Whatever.

PEACE

Cady came overat like 12 in the morning on Friday. Yea, kinda wierd but oh well. We went to the mall later that morning ( Read more... )

You took every worthless question and turned it into a wishful answer. And I love the way you sink into my eyes with one look past my face. The dreams still haunt me as I walk across this empty room. Your kiss keeps me from leaving. From erasing my memories and starting over. I'd kill just to hold you in my arms forever. Hopeing you feel the same. ( Read more... )