well i spose my life had to revert to the way it was. everything is just building up and up and up, had a litle outburst of breakage on the weekend. i just miss my old life sometimes its like i upgraded and now got viruses running through it everywhere... things just aren't going the way that would be nice for me ( Read more... )

Well its about time, i can go back to work on the 29th... light duties for 3 months then maybe i might be able to go back to normal duties... well atleast i'll have something to do with my time other than play house wife... it should be good.. i tried explaining to my grandparents how much not working is affecting me it is litterally sending me ( Read more... )

hmmm.. brisbane is just what the doctor ordered, well until the alcohol wore off... i had a good night friday, went out with some mates, i saw alot of people out that i recognise but couldn't remember names so i decided to avoid them. all in all i had a good night away, even though we had to venture back out this way again i felt refresh and well ( Read more... )

well i'm still off work... physio doesn't seem to be helping but the specialist said that it is unlikely i'd need an operation as of yet... which is a good thing... headin down to briz to get off my head and numb the pain until i wake up tomorrow morning... so it should be fun!! wonder if i will run into anyone i know, might ring a few people and ( Read more... )

Well its official my back is not as good as i had originally hoped, found out from my 5 hour testing that i have a compound fracture in my L2&3 good fun for me htough found with minimal jumping around whilst under the affects of alcohol i only feel it for the next few days then the pain dies down to a dull-sharp pain... not being at work is testing ( Read more... )

well its starting to really get to me, not working... i don't know why but it is making me feel really sad, like i don't belong having to rely on people to eat and get around.. i sit around all day, thinking and trying to do things but then i hurt my back and yeah... its very frustrating. as much as i hate where i work, i would kill to be back out ( Read more... )

the time off work is killing me sending insane... well thats kinda normal but more insane. my back still aches constantly physio and dr can't do anything to me it all better... though dad had a thought that i might have to go on a pension... yay for me 21 and time for a pension... yay for me ( Read more... )

hmmm its strange you think you're in charge of emotions then it hits... At the moment my boy is away and i'm at home with his bro's gf and yeah my mind won't stop. its not like i haven't spent any time away from him before but i miss him like crazy... damn males... he sends me crazy sometimes but yeah i don't know he is different from any other, i ( Read more... )

well i have lived alot in the last few weeks, i'm now living away from my parents though seem to be back already cos dad is in hospital... but its good, he gets out tomorrow and maybe i'll be able to sleep tonight. so tired too much emotional stress... emotions aren't my strong point... oh well just letting everyone know i'm alive still.... had a ( Read more... )

I am not feeling as worried anymore... i'm alright with things, we talked we didn't even argue we discussed things and things are alright now. Things have calmed down yeah he over reacted to a few things such as me not going out there and yeah it was my choice in the end but i didn't want to come home just so i could pack my bags and leave on a bad ( Read more... )