Well what can i say. He is great until i do something that gets to him a bit then all i get is mind games and smart comments that make me feel like i was totally in the wrong. i seem to know how to pick'em don't i... he is sweet most of the time ( Read more... )

Things have been alright for the last couple of days weeks, though parents are wearing me a bit thin with the nagging about everything.. this week is you need to save more than you do. i went to brisbane with my boy and we had a nice time away it was good then to come home to this well yeah... kinda puts a wet balnket on my mood ( Read more... )

All is going well in my world there are only a couple more things i must change for it to be going very well.. my boy is gettin the net soon which will allow me to keep in touch a bit more and i may be moving into town with him soon cos yeah job prospects are starting to look better and better as the months go on. But yeah happiness is a very ( Read more... )

Hmmm my birthday is over and delt with and i have been told that i am old now and that its all down hill from here but to live it up... so i will be trying... and i wasn't even sick only little bit hungover this afternoon when i stumbled out of bed but its all good... It was great to see my family in brisbane again well the three that attended... ( Read more... )

well i'm going to be old soon... laugh if you will but yeah ever since i was 12 i always thought i'd be old at 21. But then again i don't feel old which is probably a good thing ( Read more... )

hmmm charles came around today we sat and talked things through and he has realised that we would make better friends than anything else so we are going to not talk as much for a while then see if friends will work. i feel like a whole world has lifted off my shoulders... it was dragging me down, its sad that things have to end but if its not meant ( Read more... )

hmmm kinda been shutting down since about 6:30 when i broke the news to charles and now he is somewhere driving around around.. i worry last time i heard he was almost at the gatton mc donalds... hmmmm... but after he left here i explained things to mum n dad and mum things its for the best dad wants me to try again cos he is the first guy i've ( Read more... )

i walk towards the door, I make the mistake of stopping to take one more look at what was. Fighting emotions i resume my journey to my new world. I know my past has hurt me and alot of others but my future holds much promise for happiness. I'm not quite sure what it means bit i will find it. Today is the day i start the rest of my life ( Read more... )

hmm maybe i had a bad start to the year already.. hmmm feel bad so many people i said i would see and things just got out of hand nye. hmmm kinda feel guilty though want to see one person who i haven't seen in so long and i let him down ( Read more... )

hmmm.. two more nights of this place then i'm outta here for nye and the weekend. but yeah obviously i'm looking forward to it ( Read more... )