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You will always be with me. I will always love you.
Official poem for commemorating you.
Always and ForeverEveryone says that it gets better with time ( Read more... ) -
Poem 2
Because of youBecause of you ( Read more... ) -
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=( I don't feel like going out and socializing..........
no matter how long time passes,
it still really hurts .
I still can't talk about it, i still don't want to remember but i want to cherish the presence of my dad so much.
I wish things were different but they're not. I just have to deal. but that does not mean it doesn't hurt. -
It still hurts
when March approaches, i am haunted, i am reminded of how painful it was, it still is ( Read more... ) -
83 months.
83 months today. :(
I remember...but i didn't get flowers for temple yet...will do this weekend...
I cant' believe it'll be 7 years in a month's time. :( omg, where did the time go? Seems like yesterday i was sobbing that i can't go on without my dad and now, here i am, almost 7 years later and still living.... :( -
It's been a while...
have i moved on? Is it getting easier? Am i ignoring the monthly countings ( Read more... ) -
6 years.
Can't believe it ( Read more... ) -
So last night was pretty bad....
Sooo tired and depressed that i canceled plans with two groups of friends last night, told uncle that i had plans but then canceled on them and canceled on him too. Fortunately he went to my home for dinner which I did the same thing ( Read more... ) -
At Kareoke out today.........
I cannot listen to "I'll be Missing You" by Puff Daddy without having tears fill in my eyes.
Good song but no, don't want to feel feelings that make me.....sad.
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"Why don't people accept that after a parent's death, there will be years of grief?" she wrote. "Everyone wants mourners to 'snap out of it' because observing another's anguish isn't easy." ~Jess Decourcy Hinds, an English teacher wrote after the death of her father.