So this is the only safe place i can think of to talk. I havent been on here in awhile..i apologize. But Ill just start with today. I woke up to my sister and mom screaming, I cant take another year of that agaain.  So when i was in az my sister or sisters were stealing my stuff from my room and the money i left with my parents. And we have found ( Read more... )

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So i havent been updating. For the last few months. I guess i didnt really care what was going on in my life. Im still in AZ not sure when im coming back. Might be soon because my mom is super mad at me..soo maybe ill see you around. I love you all and hopefully the feeling is mutual..

kristen

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Okay everyone im leaving tommorow for massachussets.. And im coming back the 6th. Then leavign the 7th. So i wont be seeing any of you unless for some strange reason your at the el paso airport. Well tonight was fabulous. Well it started last night when "Bilbo" asked your leaving thursday right and i said yeah and he said hmm. So then he asked if i ( Read more... )

I was officaly uninvited to all my sisters graduation things. But thats ok, she will feel like shit when she is gone.. OR when i leave to go do something more important. Well Ive been confirmed. I finally did it its over i mean the beginning step is anyway. The family is all gone. Im tired. Over emotional..and waiting for the end. I might be ( Read more... )

Not much has been going on. My life is pretty normal. If thats what we call it. Ive been experiencing alot of emoitions lately. More than normal. Its not a bad thing i just dont know what to do with myself. Right now its hard to be friends with my friends because one set of friends hates the other and so on and so forth. So its difficult. Because i ( Read more... )

things seemed to be getting better, alot better. Until today when i realized everything was acutally getting worse, boiling under me while i thought it was all good. i was so happy too. Nothing was going wrong. And now its over. My pretend stage. CHeers to me ive screwed everything up again

Well i still havent done what i was supposed to. I think im just going to forget the whole thing..and act like it never happened. Thats going to be hard :( But yeah. Hmp.. I really need to get a something. One that is super cool and not evil. I havent been updating much, thats because ive been driving. And im actually doing my homework now for math ( Read more... )

Well today has been ok. I took my new car driving 3 times it was so fun.I havent talked to him about the other night yet. But I will. I mean i intend to. I think i will call him tonight, becuase its important. I mean i dunno. Im not looking forward to that but oh well. hopefully all works out.