R.I.P Uncle Clintion., you are loved and missed.

I've had off all week for hoilday, I go back monday. This week has sucked. I can't wait until Collin comes home.

 *sighs* fuck...i dont even fucking know whats going on, i dont know how to go down swining anymore.I don't even know if he wants to love me anymore. I think he's begining to hate me...like I knew he would.

I deserve this...

"please come back to me"

I want to know what happened. Don't get me wrong I can be guilty of this to...but when did sex lose its meaning. When did it just become something you can do with strangers and noone care? I'm talking to someone and they just broke off their engagement...and they want sex with a stranger. That will not help you get over it. You should morn ( Read more... )

I'm in class, just took my test waiting on it to be graded. I've been thinking alot today ..well actually over the past few days, i'll have to update a little later when I have my thoughts sorted out..But I heard a song that I haven't heard in a long time so I think I'm going to post the lyrics..It just kind of fits me right now. I hope you enjoy ( Read more... )

So...Collin and I got back togeather on saturday. You're probably thinking I'm stupid and that it's just going to happen in a few months but frankly I don't give a damn what you think. I love him, and if that means doing this every few months, then I'm going to do this every few months, just as long as he keeps comming back to me.  Besides, half of ( Read more... )

This.Fucking.Hurts ( Read more... )

so...He broke up with me...

Don't come looking for me if I dissapear
I'm trying to heal my wounds and sort my head
Don't strain you're ears and try to hear
or hurt you're eyes with words too many times read
I need some space and time to collect my peices,
to learn to breath again,
to teach a broken heart to beat
and a foolish mind to let go

I decided it was time for an update since I haven't really updated in a while.I guess everythings going well, I mean.. I'm still in school (gay),shit at home hasn't changed much,Oh and friday-monday I'm going down the shore with the family and Collin. I hope the weather gets nicer. This is a really polite formal entry well, this is.I'm actually a ( Read more... )

1. Tell you why I friended you ( Read more... )

This is right
This is love
its change and need
and everything I could ever dream

can't be to loud
don't want to wake you
peace in its perfection
i'd give anything to watch you sleep for a little longer