So weird, how something that happens two years ago for less than a day can take me and put me into such a funk. God dammit. I hate my emotions and want them to go away.

I wish that this petty shit didn't hit me so hard.

I was happy. I was enjoying my day. And then, what a shock, just one little phrase and I all of a sudden can't even muster a ( Read more... )

Theoretically, I might take this idea.

"What should happen in my novel. ANYTHING is an acceptable response."

First comment will be strongly considered. 

Alright everyone, here we go. Final countdown style. NaNo begins in 34.5 hours, and I'm starting to psych myself up. Musical epicness is all set, including some of the best songs for the feel of the faster parts of my novel I've ever heard.

But I'm not there yet. There's still a few small hurdles until I can start this thing. Most notable of them ( Read more... )

The sounds of her wet feet slapped on the pavement and echoed through the city's alleyways. Heavy moonlight and reflected streetlights made it easy to track her. She was just mortal, after all, and frantic at that ( Read more... )

I don't /want/ to see you more than I already do, because if I do, I will lose any last semblance of rationality in regards to you. I will fall for you, and then it will be a lot worse when you leave ( Read more... )

Ah, another glorious night of reminders why I hate alcohol. Lovely.

It's not the kind of thing you'd expect ( Read more... )

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You've never seen me. Not really.

Shadows and shades, all you know

is merely the facade that I let you.

Every smile tainted by my past

failures and regrets that haunt my dreams

Every laugh full of the crystalline shards

of my life, coming ( Read more... )

So, I haven't written anything in quite a while, probably because I've mostly been pretty happy. Something that was said a little while ago, though, just got me into a kind of a down mood. It's nothing crushing, but it did bother me a bit ( Read more... )

That was fun.

-smiles-